#222

Post number 222. My adam's favourite number. So i shall post his picture! Of course i still love you. Please don't ever stop making music. Don't go on hiatus. Don't disband. Please. Make more albums in the future, go for more tour so that one day i can finally see you in concert.

Wuz feeling extremely sad just now. Then i felt happy for a moment. Now i'm extremely angry for no apparent reason. Feel like punching something. GAWD!! Oh and i'm feeling rather worried because of my fattyfatfat. There's something wrong with him nowadays ): Just now he was just lying there and he looked like he was breathing really hard. I even took a piece of bread and you know try to tempt him but he totally wasn't moving. I even put it near his mouth there and like pokepoke him but he didn't move at all... What's happening to you? ): Please don't leave me...

Okay then now i feel so POINTLESS. Like there's no point in living!! Like there's NOTHING TO DO -facepalms- I am gonna regret writing this later when i'm happy. I'm gonna think back and be like "What the hell was wrong with me" and i'll probably delete or if i'm lazy i'll just leave it here. I annoy myself sometimes... Feeling bloody uncomfortable right now... WHAT IS WRONG. TELL ME WHAT. THE. HELL. IS. WRONG!!!!!!! I don't bloody know.

I feel much better after writing that post [which is now deleted] that is too long for people who don't care and crying my eyes out...

Can't Stop

All alone in my room

Think of you at a rate that is truly alarming

I keep looping my memories of you in my head

I pretend that you want me

And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realities

And I put myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me

And I can't stop thinking about you

And I can't stop thinking about you

You never call, what do I do?

And I can't stop thinking about your love

What I would give to have you look in my direction

And I'd give my life to somehow attract your attention

And I touch myself like it's somebody else

Thoughts of you are tattooed on my mind, let me show you

-Maroon 5

Butt hurts

Hello my pretties. Today or well maybe YESTERDAY! Cuz it's like 4:50am now. Okay wait anyways!! Yesterday! I went to watch 2 movies! First was World Invasion: Battle LA then it was SUCKERPUNCH. Well obviously since i posted pictures of the posters LOL. Before i discuss about the movie, i just wanna say that i love going to theatres now. Why? BECAUSE THEY ARE SHOWING THE ADIDAS COMMERCIAL. Which means! I GET TO SEE MY BABY IN BIG SCREEN OMG. I SAW IT TWICE TODAY. Katy is all in. I was totally spazzing inside. Had a big smile on my face. You have no idea how happy you make me... Baby should make her own movie! You know like Bieber one. Heh.

Battle LA was nice bah. I absolutely love the sound of the boots and guns while they are running. The sounds of the bullets banging onto each other. You know that kind of sound? I LIKE. AND THEIR BOOTS DE SOUND. I LIKE. Haha okay good movie. Throughout the whole thing i was like thinking, what if this kind of thing really happen... WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO MY WIFEY. HAHA. Okayyy

Suckerpunch... I think the reviews were abit harsh... I mean it wasn't THAT bad. I don't know if it's good or bad... I mean it's just... i don't know. I liked it for the fighting scenes! SO COOL. The storyline was okay bah... 2.5 out of 5 stars for the plot and shit. 6 out of 5 stars for the gurls and their fighting scenes! HURRAH. I LIKE ROCKET OMG. I like her hair!!! I hate Blondie! Totally ruin their plan. Damn you Vanessa Hudgens! Other than leaking nude pics, can't you do anything else!!! Kidding ah... K... I should really sleep soon. My dark eye circles are horrible and i'm so fat now omg. Sigh.

Feeling extremely tired because i just took my cough med like an hour ago. Or maybe it's because it's 5am. Oh well. So much phlegm!!! Is phlegm the same thing as mucus? It's the same right? It's like if you snort in your mucus alot, it ends up as phlegm!! Is it? I don't know... Disgusting. When i was young i always asked myself... You know those medicine bottles that says "Keep away from children"? What if the medicine is FOR CHILDREN!! THEN HOW. STILL KEEP AWAY FROM CHILDREN? K i'm lame. Uber lame. Yay. This week will have alot of activities... I mean... More than what i usually do... Tomorrow or later going out with mah best fwen. Ghim ghim ghim

Yay. I feel better now. Yesterday was one of the worst day EVER. I felt like i was dying... I ate all sorts of meds... Those Western and Chinese ones... Huge vitamic c pills... Some weird powdered stuff... Some horrible tasting drink. The so call best one is the cough medicine from polyclinic! Last time's one taste better tho! Now also like crap!! Sigh i'm so tireddddd

This cough is driving me insane.

I really really really hate it when i have fever!! I become so... delusional or whatever. To make it worst, i had this horrible nightmare about zombies... It's so... disturbing T.T At first it was just like this 3rd person view. Like i was seeing this group of people playing in the drain where there was water then suddenly got zombies RISE FROM THE WATER AND ATE THE SHIT OUT OF THEM. SCARY. THERE WAS LIKE BLOOD AND STUFF T.T

Then later i was at this room. Got 2 doors at both sides mah. One side is to the staircase out of the building, the other side is another room. Then we wanted to go down the stairs but when we open the door, TONS OF ZOMBIES WAS LIKE COMING UP. SCARY. Then the door from the other side suddenly have someone knocking!!! Like tearing down the door. I look through the bottom of the door then there was like 2 people's feet there. Then they started to like look down also and they were like staring at me through the bottom of the door. SO. SCARY. When i almost thought that i was gonna die, the door with the 2 people got tore down and it was actually 2 human beings. Not zombies. They quickly pull us out and brought us to this building where there was alot of people. Like a camp to hide from the zombies :3 YAY. Awesome.

Woke up and my brother was beside me and scared the crap out of me -.- Somemore he was like patting my hand. Like zombie coming to get me. Lol. He was patting cuz i was sick mah... Not cuz he is some creepy person xp Love you. K seriously... In my mind i kept telling myself "I don't want zombie apocalypse" and i kept repeating it in my head till i fell back asleep. Lalala

K there was like TONS of errors in this post and i had to keep editing -.- Gawd. WHY U SO BLUR. Fever go away pls. I feel so retarded... And there's like alot of "like" and "then". I apologize for my horrible english...

one and the same

Sore throat ): This picture is relevant cuz at that time, my wifey was sick too and she won an award! LOL. I think she had sore throat or something. Poor baby ):

Anyways. It's so hard for me to sing!!!! I sound like i'm dying... My ringtone now is scary tho... Cuz starting there's some loud guitar thingy then everytime when i'm sleeping and someone calls me i'll jump out of bed... Scary. Dad bought Mcdonald for today morning. Yay. My nose is blocked. So sick right now!!! Oh and nowadays, ever since ghim moh got her laptop, our msn conversation is all webcam and talking only LOL! No typing. So next time when i go look at msn history it's like we never talk at all. Or something. I don't know. Gawddd my throat hurtsssssssss

can't get used to life without you

Sorry if you saw the previous post. Cannot really blame me leh. Try having a good day when the first thing you hear when you wake up is someone scolding/being pissed off at you. Not cool. Completely destroyed my whole day. I have been sleeping alot lately... I sleep at around 4am, wake up at around 3pm and i'll fall asleep at 7pm until like 11am. Sleeping time is so screwed. So i've practically been in my room for 24 hours. I only got out for like toilet? and food! But still. Totally add up, i only left my room for like an hour. Most of the time i'm on this bed... I barely saw my fatfat and i still haven't change my other hamsters' cages which STINKS like hell. I'm sorry. I'll try to get my lazy arse up to do it tomorrow...

Okay. Wasted money on KFC delivery just now. 16 bucks gone. Stop Jasmin... Just get your butt downstairs, walk to the market, buy something for like 3 bucks and go home... SIAN.

Oh by the way... I'm like watching the Maroon 5 live and I GOT MENTIONED LOL. Not really la. As in they ask got people from where then got my tweet then the person was like OH FROM SINGAPORE! Then i saw my face floating there. Pretty sure i'm the only one or maybe there's a few others cuz it's like 5 freaking am right now LOL

Just gonna leave this here...

pushing me over the edge

WHY ARE YOU SO HOT EVEN WHEN YOU'RE ANGRY. I MEAN SERIOUSLY!! If you were scolding me i would be like standing there looking at you ~.~ Scold me moree. K i know it sounds sick BUT SERIOUSLY. OHMYGOD. I would feel this mix of being scared and being mesmerized x.x Why you so awesome.

Forever and ever

I'm sorry for everything.

):

Posting this picture because this is like the action i always do. SEE. WE ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER. Whatever eh Jasmin.


YESTERDAY WENT OUT! With Tharshini! Went to eatttttt. Then after that she came to my house. Introduced her to Friday by Rebecca Black. HILARIOUSSSS. That awkward gurl's dance shall be our dance too HAHA. FRIDAY FRIDAY~ Speaking of Friday... This friday needa go to ITE. I don't want leh. SIAN LEH. Who wanna go with me? :/ I hate such things loh. The beginnings of new things are always so fucking horrible. I hate change.

Suddenly feel very pissed off -.- Bloody moodswings. I was still so happy when i'm making my new msn dp eh. I was going apeshit in it. Now i'm just urgh... STFU AND GTFO!! Ahh I love you wifey :3

Some people are just... retarded. I mean... They avoid gays and lesbians because they think the gays and les will fall in love with them. WTF. JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE GAYS AND LESBIANS DOESN'T MEAN THAT THEY LOVE EVERY SINGLE GUY AND GURL THEY SEE RIGHT. Don't think too highly of yourself okay -.- My brother is one of those people LOL. Seriously sia!! Get so irritated when i hear such stuff. Grrr. HEADACHE. Dying.

Why can't i be born in some rich ass family T.T

Fuck. Can someone just give me 10 thousand dollors? I'm not even asking for like 1 million. Okay maybe 10 thousand still seems alot. 5 thousand? Please? Gawd there's so many things i want. Don't ask me to get a job. I mean... It's so mundane. Find me a job that is... fun? Is that possible? Darn it... I shouldn't be complaining tho. Cause yeah the people in Japan and whatnot are worst than me. I know i know i know. But... I really want these....

Diary Of A Wimpy Kid SCRABBLE

Diary Of A Wimpy Kid UNO

Diary Of A Wimpy Kid "Cheese Touch" Board Game

That Diary Of A Wimpy Kid shirt!!

Purr

Whooops. 5.10am. I should probably go and sleep. K bai.

All About Steve!

Hai. I just watched this movie! Don't know if you know but apparently the critics rated this as one of the worst movies. IT WASN'T BAD WHUAT. I cried okay. I love Sandra Bullock. One part i really liked was that she met 2 people. They met at some riot thing then they barely knew each other but when Mary(Sandra Bullock) was in trouble, they were like damn worried about her T.T I don't wanna explain too long but i love the movie especially towards the end. Awesomeawesome. :3 I don't know why but whenever Sandra Bullock laughs, i'm half expecting her to snort like how she does in Miss Congeniality LOL. Okayy. I'm hungry...

i have something against males.... lolol

DAMN IT THIS IS TOO ADORABLE. Look at how she licks her lips after drinking. SO CUTE. LIKE CATTTTT. DAWWWWW. ADOWABLEEE. I love you T.T

Where are guys when you need them? I'm not refering to like love related stuff here hello. I mean seriously. Like just now my mum needed help to move that huge ass cabinet and that fridge to new places and i had to help her. 2 woman have to carry a heavy arse cabinet across the damn kitchen. At least the fridge had wheels but the cabinet was just heavy. My damn brother was sleeping. Like wtf. Woke him up TWICE but he ignore. TSK. MUST WE DO EVERYTHING OURSELVES.

Tomorrow prob gonna go to NTUC!! I WANT KOKOKRUNCH AND MILK. Om nom nom!!! I told my mum i wanted kokokrunch but she bought don't know what back. She probably just saw the word "CHOCOLATE" and like "Kokokrunch is chocolate right? Okay *buys*- Oh guess what, my brother just came in and comment on my eyebags and shit. Shut up and piss off!

Got a sudden craving for chicken!! I WANT THE CHICKEN MCGRILL PLEASEZXC.

I suddenly realise that... You're... kinda... like... a bitch... Not gonna go into this subject. Sensitive issue. Don't worry. If you're reading my blog, it's probably not you. Tharshini, it's not you. LOL. OHOH. AND! One of my ex boyfriend is so ridiculous. Can you believe it's been 3 years but he's still singing the same lie? His gurlfriend is actually dumb enough to believe him. You listen ah. He told her that he needs to go for EYE SURGERY. Woah. He going blind. But on the day of the "operation", the doctor gave him some eye mo and said it will cure. Lol. I'm speechless. He thinks it's fun that someone is like worried over him. Fucking childish. Grow up please.

binging sounds like an excellent idea.

Hi there. I am currently using my new laptop :3 And there's a bloody moth terrorizing me. I'm not showing off ): I'm sharing my joy. Sharing joys is often mistaken as an act of showing off. Devastating really. What the fuck am i saying... Enough about that!!

One of the big reason why i want to like grow up and move out and have my own house is because I CAN HAVE MY OWN FRIDGE OF STUFF. OH YEAH. The current one is all filled with my mum's stuff and what's worst is that i can't buy any soda or unhealthy stuff to put in there. That makes Jasmin sad. But if i move out, BAM. MY FRIDGE. Stock up with all sorts of drinks and tidbits.

Oh yeah!!!!!!!! I know it's unhealthy and whatnot harmful for my health blahblah. But i have decided. There's no point like trying to be all healthy and stuff because... If god wants you to die, YOU WILL FUCKING DIE. Not really god. Like Grim Reaper OR WHOEVER!! Even if you exercise, eat healthy and whatnot, one day a car suddenly come BAM. You're dead. What's the point? Hahahahahaha. Okay fine. As an atheist, that's just another excuse for me to eat whatever i want hahahahahaha. Eateateat. Eat when you're happy, eat when you're sad, eat when you're bored. The key to everything. E A T .

Yayyy. Going out to meet koko next tuesday. Yayy. My tummy is hurting right now. And the thing is... It didn't hurt BEFORE i applied the medicated oil. Gawd i'm so retarded. No stomachache, butt itchy go put the ointment. Now stomachache -.- You brought this upon yourself!! Damn it.... Oh and the reason to why i put the ointment is cuz... I thought it would be awesome mah. Spicy spicy feeling. Somemore i was feeling self conscious to this tummy so i was like rubbing the oiintment on it. BURN THE FATSZX. Does doing big business help to lose weight? I don't know. My arse will probably hurt if i do that tho. I should stop. Sorry

Wifey got my heart racing in her skin tight jeans~ Be my teenage dream tooooonightttttt. MUAH. Gawd what is wrong with me. Lack of sleep. x.x I like. GoNnA gO pLaY dA sImS aNd BuIlD a KiCkAsS hOuSe. That was so hard to write. Okay BAIIIIIII. Love you.

I am honestly pissed off. You think i'm hard to please? You haven't met my mother. So you know my dad bought this new fridge and i think he wanted to like surprise her? But instead of being surprised, my mum still wasn't contented. I'm not asking you to go back to the past and by all lovey dovey with my dad again but can you at least be thankful? Instead of complaining that this fridge isn't big enough. Oh my god i don't even know. My dad even asked me "So what did your mum say?" I didn't have the heart to told him what she really said. Annoying.

MONDAYYY

The only day i leave the house. HAHAHA. Okay anyways! On monday morning, i went to school with ghim moh and faba!! They went to take their art stuff but the damn security guard don't let ghim in cuz she wearing slippers then i tried to go in and take for her but mr rahim don't let jlkasjdlaksdjalkjd. Then faba change shoes with her then she went up~ Okay um... THEN WE WENT TO JP! Watched I AM NUMBER FOUR. I like number 6!! Sexy. Then ate pepper lunch... I am never ever ever eating salmon ever again. Left a weird ass taste in my mouth. GROSS. Okay then went to collect a hamster!

I don't know if you can see it here BUT SHE IS FUCKING HUGE. I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING. SHE IS TWICE. TWICE!! AS BIG AS FATTY. Fatty is softsoft fatfat kind but this one is MUSCULAR. The lady who sold it said "she's ABIT fit ah" ABIT?! WHEN I FIRST SAW IT IM LIKE HOLY CRAP!! You must really hold it to feel it's muscular paws. Like omg. It's not a hamster! It's a damn cow.

You seriously have to use 2 hands to hold it... Strong ass mofo.

And it had a huge butt so ghimghim named it... um. Someone ^^

Then ghim got obsessed with her but sadly, she bought it for her aunt? Or smth and now it's gone. Saddening. OH AND, EVEN HER POOP IS HUGE. Refering to the hamster. Sockghim was holding her at one point and i'm like "OMG SHE'S POOPING" Then that lau sock ghim SO EVIL. SHE TRIED TO LIKE PUT THE HAMMY ON ME SO IT'LL POOP ON ME LOL. Evil.

In other news. It's confirmed. I will be getting a NEW FRIDGE and a NEW LAPTOP. I don't mean to brag but OMG SO EXCITING. They're delivering the fridge later... My dad wants me to empty out the current fridge cuz he wants them to throw the old one away WTF. ALL I DO MYSELF. My fridge has shitloads of stuff leh... TSK!!!!! I know i should be totally happy about a new fridge but i'm not because my dad bought those kind where there isn't a water presspress thing on the outside. You understand what i mean? Like you put cold water inside, you can press out from the outside. You know? I WANT THAT. Okay stop complaining

About the new laptop... I don't know which one my dad bought... Please be something totally and completely awesome. Hehehehe. Shoulder hurts. Dying.

nothing much to report

Still very in love with this woman here. I mean how can you not be!! My brother thinks that Selena Gomez is pretty but he didn't say anything about Katy! LIKE WHAT?! He say her boobs too big. -facepalms- I don't even... nvm. Guys will forever be guys.

Hmmm. I guess 2011 is turning out to be a rather okay year? So... I got a new tv. And i might be getting a new fridge + new laptop. The last 2 only MIGHT. Might might might. Let's hope i get it eh. Hehe. Just as i was rejoicing about not having my period, it came knocking. THANKS. Hmm what can i expect in the next few days... Horrible moodswings... Backache... I wanna rip out my ovaries askdjaksldjalksdj

In other news... I'm dying manzx. From boredom. Everyday computer, tv, katy perry. Wake up feeling very empty everyday. Like there's really NOTHING... Nothing worth... doing anything for... It's like... I always have to apologize... I'm always the one wrong... No matter what i do its never ever ever fucking enough. Gawd, i hate you right now... But i'm gonna love you a few minutes later... GOT A CASE OF A LOVE BIPOLAR. Oh fuck, pimples breaking out. Someone just fucking kill me.

weee, just watched videos of Katy Perry at singfest... again and again... Later confirm cannot sleep again one. Why must you torture yourself like that?! Come onnnn turn back time and let it be forever at that nighttttttttt. Gogogo.

a careless woman's careless daughter -.-

They should totally cast Katy Perry as Wonder Woman! Not Megan Fox please. I mean people voted and Katy Perry was first okay. LISTEN TO THE PEOPLE! XD I mean... Katy Perry is totally Wonder Woman material!!! Even ghim moh agree :3

Anyways... That would usually cheer me up but somehow... It's not happening today... The day started off okay but it just went downhillllll. Have been feeling really empty lately... Oh god don't cry don't cry. Oh and... to a certain guy, STOP USING ME!! Everytime when you're bored or alone cuz your friends are not around, you come and find me. I used to think that Hey!! Maybe you actually wanna talk to me but that was just plain stupid. You're totally using me. I'm not gonna entertain you anymore!!