Tuesday, April 26, 2011

I like it like it~

Wifey should wear this more often :3 I likeeeee. K i just felt the need to post a picture of her here... Byeeeeeeee

Monday, April 25, 2011

holding back with a smile

Lookie! A mole on my nose. Ahahahahaha.


Very very satisfied with the results of the Star Awards. I know it's just Singapore stuff and it's not big of a deal but it is to me! Because my Rui En won. So proud of her T.T I love youzxc. Anyways... I don't feel like sleeping because... If i don't sleep, i'll be uber hyper the next day. If i'm very hyper, it can keep my mind off things... Then once the hyper mode is over, i'll be damn tired and i'll just fall asleep and hopefully sleep through the evening when it will all be happening... This love is killlinggg mee but you're the only one~ It's not overrrrrrrr. -guitar solo-

Friday, April 22, 2011

I am in misery~

2 more days. It's gonna be a very sad day... I can blame no one but myself...

you threw my broken heart away ayyy ayyy


CAN YOU STOP BEING SO FUCKING GORGEOUS. Manzx... Depressed mode iz onz. Looking at pictures of you is making me wanna kill myself even more. What to do what to do. Headache is driving me crazy. I can't take another minute of this miserable life but i'm afraid of dying. What the hellllll. Dilemma. Actually i'm just really afraid of pain. Just kill me painlessly!!! Those stupid people at google searches think they are being cute by saying like "Painless way to die? Dying of old age." Fuck you!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

a picture a day keeps the ???? away

The face of someone who is bloody tired and just woken up from a nap! Creepy James Lee creeping at the back. I should really take that autographed picture of him down because it's like... Why do i have some random old guy's picture on my wall?!

I should sleep earlier... I'm so tired T.T!! Today the school ate our late day. Make us go at like 8 in the morning to Macphearson ITE to listen to talks!!!!!!!!!! There was this guy who was suppose to inspire or motivate us i think? Then for some odd reasons, HE HAD A SUPER SINGAPOREAN ACCENT. LIKE. TOO MUCH SINGLISH!!! Kinda annoying... Went back to school and painted EGGS!! For easter... We were like some kids sitting on the floor and painting our eggys... So cute horr.

Went home and my brother asked me to go eat with him. Okay loh. But now i owe him another 15 dollors in addition to the 30 bucks i owed him!! ASH HOLE. Nvm ah... ATE SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET. Omg. The thought of sushi makes me wanna throw up now... OH BUT I STILL WANNA EAT ITACHO'S SUSHI UDON. OISHI NEH. Argh stupid flu driving me insane also... Sick sick

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

my head gets so confused

I need a little good luck to get me by

My dad is gonna buy a new shoe and a new bag for me next month!!!! Faster next month pleasezxc. Hmm. Alot of laughs in school. What else? Not much. Oh both my Hannibal has died. At least they are in good hands now... Fatty is all i got now. I love you, you cute arse. Oh and apparently my cheeks is like a baby's butt LOL. I AM NOT OVERWEIGHT. Calculated my BMI today. JUST NICE AT 25 THERE. I'm like FUCK YES.

Met my ah ghim yesterday for lunchzx. Tomorrow i think going to find her again? Yay. WATERMELON. Kay i'm tired... Have to go poke a hole in 2 eggs and empty out the contents... Like whaaat...

Oh and lastly... Sorry dad for being so mean towards you sometimes ): Despite you being so nice to me!! Like you just bought a new earpiece for me and instead of thanking you properly, i was complaining T.T I feel so guilty right now. I'm sorry daddddddddd!!!

Monday, April 18, 2011

we're going down

I hate how all the happiness is so short lived. I'm so fucking sad right now and there's nobody around. I feel so fucking worthless. Why can't i just die. I know i should appreciate life and what not cause the people in Africa wanna live also cannot blahblahblah. I get it. Give my life to at least one of them who deserves it. I've said this before... DEAR GOD, WHY AREN'T YOU LISTENING. I'm not asking you to give me a million bucks or just let me be happy or anything because i know it's not possible. We have to work for such things. I hereby announce that i give up... Seriously... I'm so tired... It's weird since i'm listening to Firework while posting this. It's not inspiring or motivating me at all. I'm sorry bby...

Sunday, April 17, 2011

so far so good

I look... i don't know. LOL. I LIKE MY HAIR THO. ANYWAYS

It's finally the weekends!! The worst part of school is actually the trip back and forth. Bored as hellllllll. Lessons were fun. Maybe because it hasn't officially started yet. The teachers said that it would be hard ): I have to buck up! Thank god there's no math or science tho. Hehe. I LOVE THE EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION ROOM. We have to like take off our shoes when we go in there. AWESOME MUCH?? On like thursday or something, the teacher wanted to read a book to us so we had to like, sit on the stage and stuff. SO AWESOME. I felt like a little kiddo :3 Awesome awesome. FURTHERMORE MOST OF THE CLASSROOMS ARE AIR CONDITIONED!! TRIPLY AWESOME. Basically, school has been good so far. I hope it stays the same.

The whole idea of meeting new people, getting close to them and stuff is kinda... scary... I mean... It's kinda tiring also... I don't know :/ But the people are awesome!! I used alot of "awesome" in this post eh... HAHA! ANYWAYS. I will NEVER forget about my old friends tho. I'm not like somebody. Let's not go there. Hmm what else... Oh! The people in my class are those who get b4 and above in english. Kinda intimidating! And we are supposedly one of the best course in ITE or something. I don't know

K ADDICTED TO THE SONG TONIGHT BY ENRIQUE IGLESIASSSSSS. Sho nice.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

SCHOOOOL.

Hai. Today was ze last day of orientation! Super tired! School honestly wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. Met some uber cool classmates! The school kinda small tho... Oh and its subjects now right? It's called modules? Is it? Okay... I have Communication Effectiveness, Early Childhood Development, Principle and Practices of Pre-School Education, Sports & Wellness and lastly Lifeskill and Personal Development!! I just realize i have been spelling the word development wrong... NOT DEVELOPEMENT T.T Garrrrr. Okay anyways!! Some of the people in the school so friendly!! Like just now we walking walking then suddenly there's this group of girls like "Welcome to our schooooollll!!!!" Then they said something else which i didn't heard. Then later someone told me they said they are our relatives. LOL. One big family eh. K don't wanna type too much. AND I NEED TO GO EAT! And read newspaper. Buai.

Anyways anyways. Sorry about the previous post -.- I sound so serious!! I DON'T LIKE. But it's true tho. I'm very serious about this kinda stuff xp LOVE. HAHAHAHA. LAME. I'm so hungry. kkkk bai.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Katy Perry saved my life.

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You guys will never understand.

"I was drowning and she pulled me out of the ocean."
Well! So school has started. Morning started off with like nothing uh. Like what a typical kid with no friends in the class does. Sat down there and stare at empty space. Then after awhile there's this gurl who came and she said that i'm cute. HAHAHA. Thanks :3 THICK SKIN. No but seriously. Then we went to like this place with computers then met another 2 more people... Then later... Actually i can't really remember... Then later meet somemore people. Then later had those typical ice breaker games. I like the human bingo... ITS SO COOL. Asking people you barely know what colour their underwear is. HAHAHA. Like there's this one person who asked another person what colour she was wearing then the other lady was like BLUE then she was like "EH LEH WHY NOBODY WEAR BROWN ONE" Then i was like "EH!! I WEAR BROWN' LOL. I like... K my mind is all jumbled up right now. Cannot think straight. Basically... I'm scared. Argh. Nvm ah. Just go there study. LOL. As if. I was damn noisy during the ice breaking games i don't know why -.- So tiredddddddddddd. I love wednesdays and fridays! Wednesday starts late and fridays end early. Hoho

Monday, April 4, 2011

nothing seems to ease the pain

Today, or more like yesterday. Okay. Around 1am or something, i learned alot of things about people... The people i thought i knew were all... wrong? I mean i was so wrong about them... Omg... My whole secondary school life has been a lie...!!!!!!!! What to do? I can't do anything about that. Manzxc. Stop me from being such an ass -.-

I don't wanna go to school...

Sunday, April 3, 2011

Seems like everything's going crazayy ayy ayyy~

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You can stop worrying now! I am not in love with you liao la. SO OVER ITTT. This time confirm liao. DOUBLE CONFIRM. LOL LIKE THAT SHOW. Okay wait back to topic... Even if now i'm singing love songs, quoting from the lyrics, saying other love stuff, it's not for you. NOT. It's for my baby :3 I don't need anybody but my baaabbbbbyyyy~


So annoyed with 2 people right now. It's like i did so much and all i get is ignored. Okayokayokay. I wash my hands off. Wash wash wash. You can forget me if you want. I don't expect anyone to remember me anyways! ANYWAYS. TODAY WENT TO SENTOSA. Will post pictures when i get them and talk about it... So many angmoh...

Believe it or not, i'm those kind of person who doesn't like to make noise in inappropriate places. Like on the bus or mrt when everyone is quiet and resting, i don't play songs out loud and i try not to talk or laugh to loud... Unfortunately.... Sock Ghim doesn't really care and plays the song outttt loudd... Which kinda bothers me actually... I don't like being a nuisance to people. Although sometimes i accidently do xD Sorryyyyy.

Oh god why you so beautiful!! I don't know why i feel like crying everytime i see a picture of you with someone else LOL. OVERWHELMED WITH JEALOUSY. Like the recent picture you posted on Twitter where you're watching a movie with a whole bunch of people... They were sitting so close with you T.T J E A L O U S M U C H. Oh well...