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Wouldn't it? This song makes me feel happy and sad at the same time... Happy because it's an amazing song. Sad because... Uh nvm i don't wanna go there. LET'S JUST ENJOY THIS!

I don't know what to feel. I don't know how i feel. Oh god why is this stressing me out. Not really but i'm just in a conflict with myself x.x Fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. BRAIN Y U NO MAKE UP YOUR MIND. There's someone who loves me right now. At least he says that he does. I'm scaredddddddddddd. What if i go through all the same shit again? T.T I don't want to but... i can't burn down the entire forest because of one small flower right? What happened to no regrets, just love?!?! x.x I want to break freeeeeeeee. I'll... go become an Assassin.......................

The first person i'll assassinate is my brother -.-" Oh my god srsly. He keeps playing his stupid blackshot now and shouts into the fucking microphone. DUDE. I wouldn't mind if its like in the evening but it's 1 freaking am. Yes i know my singing is equally noisy but at least i don't sing at 1 in the freaking morning!!! Would it kill you to talk and not SHOUT!!! Then everytime my mum will get pissed off and all the pointless drama starts. Whyyy why why whyyyy