Self esteem is at a new low. I feel so fucking disgusting right now... Note that i don't feel disgusted. I feel disgusting. There's a difference. Urgh, it sucks living with a perfectionist. I'm sorry that i can't be perfect okay? Nobody can. Except for Katy Perry... Nobody else can okay? Do you know how hard it is for me? Everytime you see me, you're just like CAN YOU EAT LESSER, CAN YOU SLEEP EARLIER, YOU'RE SO FAT NOW, YOU'RE SO UGLY NOW. I know it's good for me or whatever but it really... hurts... I have feelings too. I have emotions. I'm so sick of me always being so sensitive towards your feelings but all you do is hurt me and tear me apart.
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