I miss you, you cute ass

Forever n ever~

HELLO BABY. One month yo. One month. Still cannot believe we're together. Everytime i look at you, it's like the first time~You make me feel like i'm living a teenage dream~ I don't know what else to say. Let's seeeeee. Thank you for giving me one of the best month of mah life!!!!!!! SANNN. I never expected anyone to love me so much omg. I like being around you~ I would go to the ends of the world for you~ I will protect you from zombies with my nerf guns!!! I would never want to hurt youuuu. I want to share your pain with you! I feel so helpless everytime you're in pain or anything but the strange thing is, sometimes after you complain about being in pain, my same place starts hurting too leh!! I'm not even kidding. Heh. Good thing i guess!! I would rather be the one in pain~ I love the small little kisses you give me when i'm falling asleep or just lying down beside you~ I love cuddling with you~ Maybe because i've never actually cuddled with anyone other than my bearbear HAHA. But i like i like. Warmwarm. Your cute tummy!!! Heh. I love how you jerk abitabit when you're sleeping. Like hamster, cute only!!! I love your voice when you wake up in the morning~ I love falling asleep and waking up next to you. So surreallll. I love how you shoot people, not shoot me can already HAHA. Did i mention that you're so hot when you're angry? And aggressive. I like i like. My heart still beats insanely fast whenever you're near me. You make my knees go weak. Cannot stand properly HAHA. You leave me breathlessssss~

Baby, i really love you la. Stop saying you are not pretty etc. YOU ARE OKAY. YOU ARE BEAUTIFULLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL, PREEEEEEETTTTTYYYYY, ADORABLLEEEEEEEEEE, SEXYYYYYYYY AND HOT AND WHATEVER GOOD WORDS YOU CAN THINK OF! YOU ARE EVERYTHING OKAY. You are my everythinggggggggg. Heh. I like when alnette say i'm like your entertainment center and maid HAHAHA. And you everything also JASMIN JASMIN. HEY! AT LEAST I CAN ENTERTAIN YOU HEHE. Like that time got the bug HAHA YOU CUTE SIA. JASMIN JASMIN THEN YOU MOVE BACKBACKBACK HAHAHA I loveeeee seeing you smile and laughh. Somemore is i make you laugh one. Heh. So cute you. Yes i am aware my english and my typing is very all over the place now but this one not essay can one laaaa. Heh. Hmm what elseeeeee

We have soooo many things in commonnnnn. I wanna live in a house with you like how you described the other time with all the fucking awesome things in it. I want to spend the rest of my life with you~ I want the world to see you be with meeee. Okay my mind blank already. You're watching movie now and your face is cuteeeeee as helllllllllllllll OH! And i'm sorry for anything bad that i've done :/ I'm sorry!! Just know that i never mean any of it k. Like i said, I WILL NEVER WANNA HURT YOU DELIBRATELYYY. Emotionally that is. I will still pinch your fats HAHAHAHAA. KIDDING. Not really. LOL. I love you la. With all my hearttttttttttttt. With all my soulllllllll. With all my whatever i have~ OH ANDD whenever you need me, i will be there okay!! At least i try xp But i will definitely throw away whatever i'm doing at the moment and go TO THE RESCUE! Even if i'm like at a Katy Perry concert and you're somewhere else and you need me, i will leave that damn place and go find you k!!! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE IN THE WORLD. I LOVE YOU EVEN MORE THAN FAT KID LOVES CAKE!

You're everything i need and more~

Life has been awesome to me so far. I have been blessed with the most amazing gurlfriend anyone could ever have and i love her so de very much!!!! As cheesy as it sounds, i seriously feel like i'm in a movie HAHAHA. Everything just seems so... perfect? Whenever i'm with you i feel like time has stopped and it's just you and me there. I don't need you to buy me the things on my wishlist, i don't need you to give me a nice and comfy life and i don't need you to give me a life free from people's stares. I just need you.

No matter what happens, i will be here, beside you, fighting off zombies together! HAHA. Sorry!! I just had to mention the zombies part hehehehe. 

savaged

Zombies have taken over my poor brain. Must be because of the comic books wtf. It's so violent and wrong!! Totally unexpected things. Which is a good thing i guess? LOL! Interesting book. Yesyes! Suddenly remembered baby trying to act like a zombie HAHA. FUNNNNNYYYY. Kkkk just something random. Can't get zombies out of my head. Like just now i was on the bus home, looked out the window and the sky was like redred one. In my mind all i could think of is ZOMBIE APOCALYPSEEEE. 

colors of the wind~~

I'm sorry that i prefer being with someone who loves me, cares for me, gives a shit about me, doesn't insult me, doesn't destroy my self esteem and basically just making me feel genuinely 100% happy. I'm refering to 2 people here actually :/ To you, i feel like we're drifting apart. It's not like i didn't expect this day to come but i just don't know what to feel about it. Are your books really more important than me? A friend that has been there for you? And mum, seriously stop. I have been here for 16 years. I'm not leaving you forever or something, it's just a few days per week and stuff :/ I just wanna spend all my time with my babygurl. Why is that soooo hard?!

Okok on a happier note, I MISS YOU BABY. Even tho we just spent like 72 hours straight together. Barely left each other's sight other than going toilet and stuff la. Hehehe. And all the things you said to me when we were just laying on the bed that day, so touching la T.T No one has been like, so nice to me before :/ No one has said all these kind of things to me before... I really love you with all my heart. I just want you to be happy <3

My weekend has been awesome yaw. Why? Because i spent it with my babygurl! Friday, Saturday and Sunday siol. Hehehe. I miss falling asleep and waking up next to you. I miss your kisses~ I don't want this weekend to end~ Sadly, it has ended and i'm lying on my bed alone and there's school tomorrow. Eeee at least i get to see you hahahahaha. I love you baby. I'm so afraid of losing you :/ OH P.S I FINALLY GOT TO USE THIS LINE I'VE BEEN DYING TO USE. Like you know tv show the people always say like "I can't resist you~" Then the other party will be like "Then don't" FUWOAH. I like. And i actually got to use it. Hehhehhheh. Lover you, motherfo xp

In other news! You are the last person in the world i would expect to be like that but wtf... Can't believe you're like that :/ Like i said before, to me, you're perfect. There's nothing wrong with you so whenever things go wrong it's always my fault. So now... is it still my fault? Or is it you? You obviously treasure your book and money more than this friendship. Since this is how you play it... Okay... I will grant your wish. Since the books are your drugs and you're happy with them then... I shall take my leave? Fantastico. You don't need me anyways. I've said this alot of times to you before. Banana and watermelon doesn't go well together

NO WONDER!

No wonder i felt that something was missing from th post. It's my BIG BIG NAME!

JOANNE LOVES JASMIN! ♥♥♥

Love love love Love 

                                                                                                                                                                             love Love Love

LOVE

Only you. Forever and ever. 

p.s the post below is by joanne ah. not me. LOL. just needed to clarify!!!

Sudden attack.

Hey baby. Don't be surprised kays? Cause partly, i already let you know that i'm doing something, and in order for you to read this, i needa tell u. So don't be surprised in any ways, if not you are really one kuku elephant alr. HAHA!

So, i'm webcamming with you while doing this post for you. Weird but.. I likeeeee! haha!

And, i say it's something mean cause, I JUST WANNA GET YOUR FCKING ATTENTION! HAHA!

So, back to topic. This is called a sudden attack because, it's my very first time posting a real long post for you in this blogspot. And, it's a sudden attack cause i suddenly miss you so much like really, an unexpected attack right at my heart. I feel that indescribable pain when i think of u, when i thought of how i hugged you to sleep this morning and kissed you and changed th alarm so many times that we just freaking skipped 2 hours? Lol ~

Thanks for everything so far babygirl. Thanks for being there for me since first week of school. When i needed your ear, you were there. When i needed some support from a friend, you were there. After we got tgt, the more you were there for me. I love the way you follow me everywhere in school. I love the way you sit near next to me. I love how you stood up for me. I love the way you hug me. I love how you say 'Babyyyy! Noooooooo!' in school and else where. I love the way things are now.

I just really wanna hug you tight tight and don't let you go. I wanna kiss ur lips again now :|
The feeling is soooo awesome that there are no words to describe.

I'll love you with all i have and can afford baby. Cause you are my one and only ~
I can never afford to lose you just like that and i can never afford to hurt you. You are my precious angel, my baby piggy elephant ♥

P.S - Fck those who hurt you before. Fck those who 'despise' you by passing shit ass remarks about you or mocking you in whatever ways. And fck those who failed to treasure you. Don't worry. I won't hurt you like any of them. You know who i'm referring to. Kays, i'll stop here.

Last but not least,

Please dig your teeth nicely next time. HAHA!
OI FUCKIEW HAHAHAHAHA Very nice already okay (Y) You should see how those old man do it!!

Love you baby ♥ Forever and ever. 

you kill me with your kiss~

I really like this picture alot uh!!! So cute only. Hahahahaha.

ANYWAYS! Soooo. I'm back home yo. Woah, this whole week like everyday also got see my babygurl huh. She not sian, i also sian already. KIDDING!! Those 2 days were like the best days of my life so far yo!! Even tho i was sick, i likeeeeeeeee. Heh. I like falling asleep and waking up next to you. Even tho you keep elbowing me!! HAHA. I'm falling more and more in love with you everyday~~ I like how you keep pressing the snooze button!! HAHA. "Snooze one last time leh" *5 minutes later* "Snooze again leh" It's okay. I don't wanna leave eitherrrrrr. Okay uh, don't wanna describe or say too much KEKE. The point ishhhhh i love you veryveryveryvery much and i am so going to stayover at your house again kekekekke.

I don't mean to sound creepy but you sleep de time like cute only! LOL. I didn't mean to see one okay! I woke up in the middle of the night because i was cold as hell cause don't know who ah go take the blanket for herself xp So cute lahhh youuuuuuuu. And i was like staringggggggggg. Like a creeeeeeeeeepo. Muahahahahahahahahahhaa

THE ENDDD

LOVER YOU LA! GOH JIA MIN!!!!!!

Only youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

HELLO EVWEYBODY. Hahahaha. SO CUTE HOR? Of course. My baby mah. HAHA. So i'm kinda being forced to blog xp Welllllllllllll. This is the 2nd night i'm staying over at her house yo. I likeeee. I want things to stay like this forevarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Oh!! Thank you baby and van for taking care of me last night when i had the super high fever. They were like calling around asking for help at like 11pm or something. So touched T.T

What else can i say... Uhhh. I kissed a gurl and i liked it~ Sian uh, tomorrow need to go home already. I don't want to~ Okayokay me wanna go help bby cut sponge liao. GOODEHBYE!!! I love you! Forever and ever and ever and everrrrrrrrrrrrrr

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

HELLOOOOO. Just went and watch this with my babygurl and shu hong and alnette!! It's a nice movie!! Of course uh, i choose one HAHA. KIDDING. But really tho. THE APES SO CUTE. Handsome. Hairy. LOL. Oiii i wanna watch movie with you again and again and again and again cuz i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahahahaha. I want nobody nobody but you! -clap clap-

Hmm, i dont know what else to say cuz you want me the blog and now you're like asleep already on webcam. SO CUTE LA YOUU. I should take a picture haha!! SNORESNORE. And thank you for the vidjeos la. Like i said, you are seriously so fucking adorable and i fucking love you, you woman!!!! I really wanna be with you forever yooooooooo.

Don't copy paste things i say here to make me shy again ahhhh! Kick your ass. Hehe. You make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside heh and stop ignoring me ): I don't want the othersss. I just want youuuuuuuu

I feel lucky like a four leaf clover~

I like how we always end up being with people we least expect~ Surprises!! I know i haven't been saying much about this compared to your blog posts so... here you go! I'm trying to write something but I'M SHYYY OMG.

I'm really very happy and i really really really love you! And i don't say i love you unless i mean it! And i even let you replace Katy Perry :3 That's a very big honor nia! HAHA. You make me smile please stay for awhile now~ Gawd i really don't know what else to say :/ Now mind like, thoughts scattered all over the place... GRRR. Okok well um... You may not know this but my heart beats insanely fast whenever i'm around you :o You got my heart racing in your skin tight jeans by my teenage dream tonight~

Eh, i tried T.T I really don't know how to express my feelings LOL. All i know is that i like being with you. No wait, i absolutely LURVEEEE being with youuu!! You got me hooked with your love controller~ I'm into you~ I'm into you yeahhhhh. No matter what happens in the future, i'll be happy as long as you are even if it's like a bad thing for me. You know what i mean? And like this is the happiest i've felt in like, forever. Ahhh okok this was a major faillll i don't know how to speak in proper sentences what is thisss

You gave me a reason to stay ♥

so this happened

Apparently i have a gurlfriend now! Yeah! Not even kidding. Like a legit. Real. Gurl. Friend. I myself can't believe it. LOL.

I'm terrified

I think that i may be losing my mind

Hahhhhh :3

I feel very extremely happy and excited right now because I'M GETTING THIS TOMORROW. AHHH. Couldn't find it that time but now someone has found it for me!! Even tho you will probably never ever see this, THANK YOU AYUUU AHHHHHHHHH. Happy gurl is happy. HEHEHEHEHEHE. I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter~ You are the best thing that's never been mine~

I feel very insecure when my toys are not in my sight... For example, now i don't know where i left my Thor helmet but i'm lazy to go out and find :/ And also because i'm scared cause it's 2.43am in the freaking morning. How how?

I WANT MORE TOYS

To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die

I don't know why but i love seeing her wear normal clothes. As in like... Not her outfits and stuff but t-shirt or singlet and jeans, with her hair tied back and stuff. Ahh. You look pretty in anything :3 Oh and in class yesterday, we had to introduce ourselves to the Australian guest by saying our name and something interesting about us. I said, "My name is Jasmin and i..." -interrupted by the guys- "LOVE KATY PERRY" LOL. I'm like "Waitwait! Let me finish! ... And Katy Perry is my wife." BAM. Now everybody knows. HAHA k random

Just let me dieeeeeeeee

Self esteem is at a new low. I feel so fucking disgusting right now... Note that i don't feel disgusted. I feel disgusting. There's a difference. Urgh, it sucks living with a perfectionist. I'm sorry that i can't be perfect okay? Nobody can. Except for Katy Perry... Nobody else can okay? Do you know how hard it is for me? Everytime you see me, you're just like CAN YOU EAT LESSER, CAN YOU SLEEP EARLIER, YOU'RE SO FAT NOW, YOU'RE SO UGLY NOW. I know it's good for me or whatever but it really... hurts... I have feelings too. I have emotions. I'm so sick of me always being so sensitive towards your feelings but all you do is hurt me and tear me apart.

write this here quickly before i forget

I JUST DREAMED OF KATY PERRY. It's not much but OMG. OKOK. It starts as me walking to go singfest or something. Then there's a fucking long way to go. Then i was with sockghim and i forget who else. I was wearing my elmo shirt. THENTHENTHEN. From super far i saw someone with blue hair then im like OMG IS THAT KATY? I remember i said THAT IS DEFINITELY THE CALIFORNIA GURL. So i started walking faster and faster. Than right, halfway there SUDDENLY, i saw another woman wear this big hat covering her face. IT WAS KATY. MY BABY GURL. Me and the 2 other people and katy were the only one there!! I WAS LIKE, HYPERVENTILATING. OMGOMGOMGOMGKATY. Then i was like smiling like an idiot. Then she of course saw me too. Then she was trying to keep a low profile so she quietly say like, she needs to go, gave me a big smile and left. AWW ): NO PICTURE NO NOTHING BUT STILL. She looked so... beautiful ): Then after that suddenly i'm at home. THEN I WAS ON TV. WHAT. Cuz they were like highlighting the singfest. Then got the part where i saw katy on it. SO WEIRD. HAHAHA K THE END

Hate To Love Her

I know that I hate her

Even though I love her

She's making my heart hurt

I can't describe how I hate her

Everytime I'm with her,

All I do is want her

Why do I even try?

I give her all I've got to give

But she makes it so hard to live

And I do everything I can

But she wants, she wants, she wants

She wants a perfect man

My love's the simple kind

But it's hard to find me with anyone else

They would get in line

But she's all that I can see

Something's wrong with me

Cause i could never be

All that she wants

-Blake Lewis

(Edited)

Annoyed with other people's problems.

People should really learn how to appreciate... I'm not saying that i appreciate everything but at least i try. You guys don't even bother. Pisses the fuck out of me. Maybe it's just that i don't feel appreciated so i think that you don't appreciate anything. You probably do. You appreciate everything else other than me. Awesome.

To another person. STOP. LEADING. HER. ON. This is why guys are jerks sometimes. If you don't like her, stop giving her all the wrong signals. You claim that you have no feelings for her but why are you still so close to her? Bringing her home, locking yourself in the room with her and basically acting like a couple. Really? You are just being a fucking jerk. Holding her up so high, making her feel like she has a chance again, then dropping her into a ditch and leaving her there to die. Oh, did i mention this is like, the 3rd time? Smooth. Seriously, just stop it. Not cool.

I don't badmouth about someone if i don't know them. Like that time my mum was saying about this guy who was constantly late to work. I was defending him. I don't know why but i just felt the need to. Mum, he's a new guy. You barely knew him. What if he really has problems and can't help being late? I know it's wrong but give him a god damn break. Stop shooting him down. He's a human being too. You wouldn't like it if you really had to be late for valid reasons and the rest of the people just keeps talking bad about you behind their back right? Yeah. So don't do that.

"You must be a weasley!"

So cute T.T *Hugs the computer screen*

It's not Saggitarius ):

It's SAGITTARIUS. Double T not double G. Grr. Nvm ah. Horoscopes are scarily true tho... Sometimes you read them and you're like HOLY SHIT IT APPLIES TO MY LIFE. Or maybe it's just me la. I strongly believe in horoscopes. Heh. I kinda sometimes judge people by their horoscope? For example like if someone tells me "I'm an Aries!" then in my mind i'll have like, a slight... impression? Or whatever you call it... K, this was just a random post... Cause i was reading my horoscope and i was like HOLY SHIT IT APPLIES TO WHAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. In shock ah. HAHA. K BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

The deliciousness has landed

Sick of potatoes now. I want this!! SMORES. So gonna make it when i have the money to go buy the ingredients and stuff. Haha! So broke now ah. Making a plan to get the things i want. Grrrr. Y U SO EXPENSIVE. Eh, another post of food ah... Paiseh. Hungry woman here. I'M TRYING TO GO ON A DIET. Failing failing. Must keep to the plan JASMIN!!! K, i'mma go write down a grocery list. Shit, that sounds so auntie!! Okay, i'll also go write down the plan to buy my things... Still sounds very auntie. I shall go play games and snuggle with my imaginary wifey. Muahh

potato potato pota pota potato

My mum is cooking potatoes tomorrow! YAY. I don't know why but i feel strangely happy about it. Oh well. POTATOES!!! YAYYYY

"Take me away and make it okay."

East Coast Park!

Soooo i went to east coast park with these awesome people! I HAVE FINALLY LEARNT HOW TO RIDE A BIKE. Thank you Ain, Joanne and Shuhong! I wouldn't blame them if they got irritated with me because when they were cycling to the Bedok Jetty, i kept on stopping and falling. Heh. But they say i'm a fast learner cause i learnt it in a day. YAY. I'm still really scared of falling tho :/ The only big accident i had was when i banged into that maid loh. Thank god she wasn't injured! I was the one who flipped over hahahaha. Sorry

I remember when i was learning right, the people around like they were like looking and laughing. WAH. Not really laughing like HAHAHAHA they're like smiling and looking? Maybe because i was very noisy eh. I was like "ohmygodohmygodohmygod shitshithist ahhh!" -bangs into a pole or tree- LOL.

Kinda fun uh. Just that now my butt, legs, arms, and hands are aching like hell! NOT MY HANDSSS. As a computer addict, I NEED MY DAMN HANDS. Can't close them totally. Like, cannot make into a fist cause it's like abit stiff and hard. MEHHH. K! Next stop, Wild Wild Wet?

bucketful of drool

*-*

Samoyed

Isn't he/she beautiful? :3

I am lurvinggg my desktop background yo. Why? Causeeee you know Windows 7 is seriously fucking awesome cause can automatically change your desktop background to whichever time you want. OKAY I MY ENGLISH IS ALL FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW CAUSE MY HEAD IS SO FILLED UP WITH CUTE PUPPIES. Okay the point is, i found all these HUGE pictures of my baby gurl and it's so closed up to her face and everytime i open my computer i'm just like greeted with that perfection. AHHHH OKAY CUTE PUPPIES BRB

another geek moment

Hi guys. Sorry but this is gonna be extremely lame but i just have to say it! ANYWAYS. I started playing Final Fantasy 1 on my gameboy again LOL. Bought it years ago together with the gameboy but i never really completed it... So now i'm like determined to finish it with walkthroughs because i'm lazy to figure it out myself... Furthermore it's wayy easier with maps and shit! Then right, now i'm only halfway through the game. Then i went to read up on the level that is appropriate to go fight the final boss. And it says that the appropriate level would be 20+. I LOL'ED SO HARD SIA. I'M HALFWAY THROUGH THE GAME AND I'M LEVEL 41 LIAO. WAY OVERSHOT ALREADY. They say level 40+ is overshot and it wouldn't be fun anymore because everything dies easily ): Aww. Last time i didn't know mah, so i went and train like siao. By the time i reach the final boss don't know level what already. Tsk. Ohwell. WEEEE

Iron

Deep in the ocean, dead and cast away

Where innocence is burned in flames

A million miles from home, I'm walking ahead

I'm frozen to the bones

I am a soldier on my own, I don't know the way

I'm riding up the heights of shame

I'm waiting for the call

The hand on the chest

I'm ready for the fight and fate

The sound of iron shocks is stuck in my head,

The thunder of the drums dictates

The rhythm of the falls, the number of dead's

The rising of the horns ahead

From the dawn of time to the end of days

I will have to run away

I want to feel the pain and the bitter taste

Of the blood on my lips again

This deadly burst of snow is burning my hands,

I'm frozen to the bones

I am a million miles from home

I'm walking away

I can't remind your eyes, your face

-Woodkid

FUWOAH. I FEEL LIKE I'M READY FOR A FUCKING BATTLE. THIS SONG IS EPIC MAN!!!! GARRRR. My sadness is gone for now. All i feel is rageeeeeeeee. Gonna go kill some people in games nao. K BYE

When i think of you, i don't feel so alone

I... don't wanna deal with human beings anymore... It's so... ): I'm tired. I'm hurt. And you, my best friend don't know because you don't even read my blog. Half the time it's because of you. Well. Whutever la eh. I'm not that important anyways. I'm just... making a mountain out a molehill. JUST LET ME FREAKING SLEEP FOREVER. I wanna dream... Dream of my wifey... or Adam... Those were the good times... Yeah. Sigh. Like the show Repomen... In the end the guy was given this machine, cause he's like dead or something then his brain is forever in this dream. You know? That'll be great...

vulgarties ahead

Hey bloggeh. Long time no blog eh! I think i might go back to my regular blogging because recently i have shitloads of things on mind!! Like right now!! LESSE GO.

I thought you were different :/ I thought you were like, sensitive towards other people's feelings, you won't judge or what shit. But i was so wrong... You're just like all the other people :/ So disappointed. Ahhh. Nvm nvm.

I feel like the word "love" is being thrown around so easily nowadays? Seriously... You just met this person, you see the person handsome or pretty then you in love with that person? What the fuck? Seriously. Humanity is so fucked up yo. I know i know. Who am i to judge what is love but i just find it ridiculous... People are always saying ohhh looks don't matter, personality important. Fucking bullshit!!! People don't see your bloody personality first. They see your looks, if they don't like they don't even bother trying to know your personality. So much bullshit.

I am learning now. As in now, i don't say like "Lady Gaga sucks". I only say "I don't like Lady Gaga." These are 2 very different things. You can say don't like Katy Perry but don't say she sucks. Cause she doesn't. Don't make me cut you. Assholes. Also, now i try not to ask people to shut up when they're singing unless if it's inappropriate. Why? Because i fucking hate it when people ask me to shut up when i'm singing and it's like, appropriate time. Like fuck off. Singing makes me happy. I'm trying to cheer myself up. Bloody party poopers...

That's pretty much it for now :/ Can't wait for the 3 weeks of school holidays... Not much human contact with the others. Just me, my bed, my bearbear, my fatty, my computer and my beautiful xbox360. I just wish i had the DJ Hero :/

Watermelon zombie apocalypse!!!

Before i start, i just wanna say that imagefra.me sucks!! It's the website to get the links of the pictures la. Last time i used it to make the pictures bigbig but now the pictures are like, disappearing and there put "Image has been removed or modified" or some shit. And that sucks yo. Not cool. Not gonna use that anymore. K MOVING ON.

Yesterday went to Sock Ghim's house for a sleepoverrr! Mainly because we were going to watch Pirates of the Caribbean at like 12.50am and there was no bus to back home, i don't wanna take a taxi and it was closer to walk back to ghim moh's house and so we diddddd. Went there first to eat and waited for like 2 hours or more? We were just talking and being stupid. Fun ah!! The movie was awesome!!! I actually understood this one. Or maybe it's cause i can't remember anything from the previous movies so... i dunno what happened. Hehehe.

Movie ended at around 3am and we walked home afterwards!!! At one point when we were walking, there was this indian? guy? squatting at the middle of this grass patch? FUCKING SCARY. When we walk past, HE SUDDENLY STOOD UP MY HEART STOPPED FOR A MOMENT SIA. He didn't walk towards us la but it was damn scary. We opened a more upbeat song and started to sing to try and calm ourselves down HAHA. OH and after that there was this another indian guy, why so many indian guy ah? Okay anyways, he was lost! He's like a student? He like so poor thing ): Sadly we couldn't help him. To where ever he is now, i hope he is okay!

Reached back to her house at around 4am and we were still not sleeping. Using computer and stufff. Finally slept at 6pm and now i'm home!! Not gonna say about the unhappy things like what my mum did -.- ANNOYING. K tomorrow AGAPE CAMP. I'm in logistics~ Awesome. No kids = best ah. Hehehehe.

Oh and lastlyyy, me and sockghim has been obsessed with like zombie apocalypse idk why. LOL. Like where ever we go, the setting just feels very zombie apocalypse-ish. Cool beans!! Wouldn't be cool if it really was an apocalypse tho HAHA. In conclusion, i had fun!!!! We were like talking and singing and going insaneeeeeeee and being stupiddd and whateverrr. Heh. I love you like rat does cheeeeesee. HAHA. MUAH.

i just wanna see the light

I love her legs :3 Random ah but yeah. Randomly came across this picture so yeahhh. Sexy :3

It's not that i don't wanna listen or that i'm not happy for you... I AM happy for you it's just that... Whenever i tell you something that made me happy or something good that happened, you always always ALWAYS have something to top it off. It makes my happiness look like a load of crap. You know? It's like, whatever thing that happens to me, no matter how happy i am, your life is always way better than mine. You always crush my happy moments... It's like, how do i put this... The things in your life that you DON'T want are the things that I WANT. I see you having all those things but you don't even seem to be appreciating it :/ It makes me sound like some selfish bitch like no one can be happier than me... They can... It's just that... I feel very miserable with my pathetic things... Tell me what to do wifey. TELL ME. Oh who am i kidding... I'll never get a chance to talk to you :/ I'll still love you...

Very sick of all the shortlived happiness :/ What happen to all the good old days when i'm just happy with everything and never feeling this hurt? I used to be 100% crazily happy but now... It's just on the surface ): I don't wanna feel sad... I don't wanna feel anything... Help? Ah to hell with it. I've asked for help so many damn times but nobody ever does or give a damn. I give up ah. Don't need help from you guys. I will fucking do whatever i can to get by these horrible days... I thought about getting some PROFESSIONAL~ help but it's expensive... And i don't know and how to find one... If i tell my mum, she's either gonna over react or think that i'm over reacting... Argh. Fuck this. The only moments i like are the times spent with my wifey :/ And by that i mean listening to her sing, watch her videos and pictures... Buai.

scratching

Thank you ah ghim ♥♥♥♥♥

Heyho. Went to a wedding in malaysia. Not much to report. I really hate it when relatives who don't know shit about me starts lecturing, nagging and criticizing me. The worst thing is that i can't defend myself because it'll seem like i'm trying to argue with them and it's disrespectful. All i can do is sit there and listen to their crap. Yes i know they're trying to help or whatever but all they're really doing is making people feel inadequate about themselves! For example they lecture to you about being kind and shit. But what if you are already a very kind person? They're like asking you to be kind when you're already very kind. It'll make you feel like all the things you've been doing are for nothing. Everyone looks at me and think that i'm just a spoiled brat? Like a kiddo who won't do charity or some shit like that. I DO OKAY. You guys are fucking jerks. Everytime i say things like "I'll donate to blahblah when i start earning money in the future", you guys will be like "YEAH RIGHT" Fuck off, i'm being serious k. Douchebags.

Meh, enough about those. Some people just think they're right all the time and think that they know everything. Pisses the crap out of me. Moving onnnnnn. The only nice part is that on a trip back to my aunt's house from the restaurant, there were tons of stars scattered across the night sky. It's not those puny little stars you see in Singapore but it's big, bright and shiny stars. So pretty!! and lastly...

BAM. My left eye abit swollen... Tsk. I wanna hide my face ah. Don't wanna go out. AND YAY. Katy Perry iPhone cover. Happy is meeee. Sian, school tomorrow. kbye

I am considerate. At least i try to. I try to think of other people's feeling before saying something. I treat people nicely and what crap. BUT DO PEOPLE DO THE SAME BACK TO ME? NO. BECAUSE I'M ALWAYS FUCKING LAUGHING AND JOKING THEY THINK THEY CAN JUST HURT ME AND I'LL LAUGH IT OFF. NO. I'M VERY VERY VERY SENSITIVE BECAUSE I HAVE NO FUCKING SELF ESTEEEM.

Treat others the way you wanna be treated so they will treat you back the same? TOTAL FUCKING BULLCRAP. I DIDN'T IGNORE YOU FOR NO REASON. I DIDN'T CANCEL OF YOU LAST MINTUE FOR LIKE IDK HOW MANY TIMES. I DIDN'T NOT LOVE YOU. I LOVED YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. BUT WHAT DID YOU DO. NOTHINGGG. OH WAIT YOU DID SOMETHING. BROKE MY HEART AND THREW IT AWAYYY. SCATTERED INTO THE SEA. NOW I CAN'T FIND THE DAMN PIECES. Fuck this bull crap i want to die .

I hope i die in my sleep later. k goodnight.

random twisted thought

I wouldn't mind if Katy Perry kidnapped me... HAHA. WHO WOULD MIND RIGHT. Like reallyyyy. I was bored the other day then i was just thinking of what would happen if i was kidnapped by her. Torture meee~ STUPID AH. You guys probably think i'm nuts but i can't help it T.T Maybe i'm just really sick of my own life and i just wanna be... away from here... Prefably with Katy and even if it's under such extreme circumstances, i don't mind. Like, be her maid also can la. As long as i'm around her, i'm contented... Sigh.

I'm probably gonna be forever alone due to this ah. HAHA. Expectations too high. And i'm kinda scared and paranoid about getting my heart broken again and those same old shit so yeah... At least wifey doesn't hurt me :/ I would rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute. Sleepy so abit... not thinking straight now... Sigh sigh. I just wanna let out a huge sighhhh. ):

styrofoam balls

OI GOOGLE CHROME IS CURRENTLY BEING A MEGA ASSHOLEE. I WANNA LOG INTO BLOGGER ALSO CANNOT. Have to use this shitty internet explorer. Heh. ANYWAYS! Wahliew, i got the primary school kiddos at the Agape camp. Speaking of Agape, i don't like the name siol... Ah ga peh. Can't you name it something more appealingggggg huh. KKKK. I hope they're nice la. Don't torture me please. I scared of you guys

Today in school was the usual. Laugh until tired and do stupid things. Saw hayati went going home then went to meet viknesh with her. LOL. I was really high i don't know why~ That kinda rhymed~ I fell asleep on the bus on the way home siol!!!! I just hope i didn't snore or anything cuz there was a guy sitting infront of me. Tsk.

Wah, my mum come home late then want me to cook myself. I wanna do baked rice. Got cheese, got meat but NO RICE. I wanna make a burger, got meat, got cheese, got veggie, NO BREAD. THE HELLL. Aiya, now i just throw whatever i got into the pan and fry the crap outta it.

Tomolo needa go malaysia ah. Stress ah. And need to finish my CE powerpoint. SOOO Lazy!! Even tho my topic is interesting? Hehheh. ZOMBIES LEH. My blogskin like very dark hor. I feel sad looking at it. Might change it lataaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Mehmeh. I like my class... I think? I don't know. At least the lessons are interesting. The practical part only ah. Hehehehe. K, gonna go eat, watch rui en and play assassin's creed. BUAI

i know i look very cui. shhhh

I like Miss Gladys :o She's nice!! The guys say her S&W lessons are like boot camp but i disagree leh. She so nice?? Like so caring siol. Cause you know my leg exempted mah, then i wanted to play abitabit of the badminton and she's like super concern and even reprimanded Ayu for not hitting the shuttlecock directly at me =X HAHA. In the end she played badminton with me. Kinda weird... I don't know why. Haha! Then when sometimes she hit the shuttlecock sideways, she'll apologize? Like omg! I don't deserve that sorry x.x I feel guilty when people apologize for nothing. Meh. LASTLY, she say my badminton skill not bad wor hehe. She was like so impressed because i don't play badminton much given my condition. Okay enough about her -.-

I feel really sad whenever i reach home I DON'T KNOW WHY. But just now when i went to buy my magazine, there was a rush of adrenaline and endorphins(?) when i saw my wifey's face peeking out from the shelves. I was smiling like an idiot to myself. Heh. You're the only one i want :3 Felt really happy when i'm holding it but now i'm suddenly sad again. Very sick of this feeling :/ How?

Can't remember what else i wanted to say :/ Meh. So tired T.T I don't wanna do anything. I wanna have a GAMING MARATHON. NON STOP XBOX FUN. Wait for me to get like Assassin's Creed first... I want ahhhh how how.

OOO OKAY I REMEMBER. Now after i've gotten over you, like not infatuated already, i realise you're really sorta very... crappy... I don't even know why i liked you. So blinddddddddd. To whoever is writing my life story, you suck man. Or to whoever is using me as a character in their sims, YOU GUYS SUCK AT PLAYING MAN. Horrible. Anyways, i'm not gonna assume anything now. I don't wanna put anything into that if not if my heart gets broken again, i will... i don't know la. Just stop putting it into my head first. Until i get concrete, legitimate proof, i will not believe it!

ASDLJASDFJOJFAFLKSDJF;LKDJFLAJRIOELSDJFLKSDJF WHAT ARE YOU DOING BBY WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS AWL;JAKSDJA KJDKAJDLASDJJ I... ASLKDJ33I POWSLD F YOU MAKE ME FEEL... LIKE A PERVERT LOL OMG STOP SOTPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPPPPP I LOVE YOU K. muah.

Kinda annoyed with people. Why are they so close minded? Must we really label everything so clearly? People who say things like "I'M STRAIGHT K" or "NO HOMO" when people never ask them pisses the crap out of me. Why do you have to clarify? Unless if we ask "You lesbian ah?" then you answer "I'm straight!" then okay. But we never even asked you, why are so afraid of being thought as a lesbian? What's wrong with that? Is it really such a bad thing? Oh then when you are clarifying, DO YOU REALLY NEED TO HAVE SUCH A BIG REACTION? Like "EEW NO I'M NOT" Eeew? Is that Eww really fucking necessary? It's not like i'm asking you to become one. JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE. JUST, DON'T SAY THEM EW OR ANYTHING. WHY MUST YOU BE SO PREJUDICE AGAINST THEM? WHY. Those kind of people disgust me man. Oh and also when you see a butch or anything then you're like "eee why become butch sia" IT'S HER CHOICE LA!! Why must you question so much?! And why you go imagine them being together? Why you go imagine those? And okay if you imagine but I DON'T SEE HOW IT'S GROSS? THEY'RE STILL TWO PEOPLE RIGHT. They're human fucking beings. Not a human being making out with like a fucking dog. Manzx, so bloody pissed off.

Some people are just so freaking insensitive.

Hi jessica.

i'm ready to go lead me into the lighhhhttt~

Kiss me. K-k-kiss me! Hi. Long time no blog. Here i am! I just had a random urge to write a will. HAHA. Firstly they always write what ah? Why they die or something? Okay. If it's accident then sad ah. But i'm probably happy about it because i am really very tired of living. So if i really kill myself, means i finally grew some balls and finally dare to hurt myself! Okay moving on. I mean everything is just a pain. There's nothing worth living for. I don't even know why i'm doing things for. Like there's no goal. "GO SET A GOAL LA" Sorry la, no goal for me to set. My dreams and goals are ruined ever since the day i can remember thanks to this leg. So i was bathing just now and i was like thinking, what's the point of having a boyfriend? I see those people in relationships like... They're all so happy at first but in the end, it all ends the same. I think i'll get tired of seeing and doing the same things with a person everyday unless if it's Katy Perry ;) I don't really want a committed relationship i guess! I just want flings. HAHA. But that's like not gonna happen so you know. I'll just be on my own. The only problem is i hate being own my own. Conflict ah. So it's best to just die. I can be a ghost and float around. I can be around Katy Perry!!! I will be her guardian ANGEL. Chey. HAHA. No but seriously, I WILL PROTECT HER K. In conclusion, i think life is pointless. Pointlessly pointless. Is it just me or words starts to sound weird if you keep saying it? Point point. Mmm k. Oh and if you wanna feel guilty about my death, please do. Because nobody ever listens to my plea for help. I keep dropping hints but no one ever gets them. I directly tell people, they think i'm kidding. So yeah. IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT AH. Feel bad okay? :D

This is the part where they say they wanna give their house and money to who right? Sorry eh, i don't have anything. Unless if you want my bearbear? HAHA. But it's so dirty and smelly. Nevermind uh, if you all don't want, bury it with me. It shall accompany me to the afterlife :3 Please don't burn my Katy Perry posters and magazines leh. I know people like to burn so the people in the afterlife will receive but it pains my heart to see them being destroyed ): Furthermore very expensive one leh!! I don't know ah. See what you all wanna do with it lorh. All my albums give to Lau Sock Ghim! I'm sure she'll do a good job keeping them! Oh and my books also. Provided if she wants to keep those very crumpled ones. HAHA. KEEP IT HOR. If not i haunt you. If Fatty is still alive when i'm gone, PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF HIM. Please massage him regularly. He likes it. He likes to eat sunflower seeds and he eats alot!!! I love him so much!

OH MY DIARY~ Yes i have a diary! My image will probably be ruined once you all see it. You'll all think i'm some kind of psycho. I'm not okay. I was just very in love. So yeah. Feel free to take a look at it. And read through if you want to. It's in a hardcover note book thingy. I think it's somewhere on my room de table. It has a ring binding thing. You want you can give it to the person that i wrote about. That person will probably be very freaked and disturbed ah. NVM UH. I'll be dead already anyways. No need to feel embarrassed.

Right now, i can't think of anything else to say but i'll add on when i think of any okay? OKAY BYE.

My cover has been blown! Retreat retreat retreat!

i'm not that hard to figure out... the only problem is that nobody ever tries or bothers to do it...

Let's pretend that i'm a book... I'm opening myself up to you. I'M HELPING YOU FLIP TO THE PAGES BUT THE ONLY THING YOU'RE DOING IS CLOSING ME UP. WHY. WHY. SO so so so sick of life... SO SICK OF PEOPLE NOT LISTENING. Everything get's really depressing when i'm alone and there's no one around. My mind wanders in all the very depressing placessss then i get very very sad. Aww. I don't know why but i'm just really hyper sometimes... After that hyper moment i'm like, why the hell was i so happy? I don't even know. Its not like, legit happiness tho... It's just a sudden burst of energy. Sigh sigh sigh. I hate my life ): I hate my leg. I HATE EVERYTHING except for KATY PERRY. Stop it -.- K sorryyyy. SIGHHH cannot stop sighing. So sad ): Nobody cares when i'm sad... Because they never really see me sad before... And also because i fail at making sad faces so nobody really knows when i'm sad. This sucks. It's like nobody ever takes my emotions seriously. Grrr. Nvm. I mean, why bother about me righttttttttt. I'm soo annoying... Just... ARGH. Damn it...

CAN YOU REALLY NOT SENSE THE SADNESS IN MY WORDS. I'M MAKING IT AS OBVIOUS AS I CAN. I DON'T WANNA SOUND LIKE THOSE PEOPLE WHO IS LIKE "HEY I'M SAD" NO. I WANT YOU TO ASK ME "ARE YOU OKAY" IS IT REALLY SO HARD? ): Treat people the way you wanna be treated is complete bullshit. I ask people how are they. I am sensitive towards their feelings. If i hurt them, it's accidental and i fucking apologise!! WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I'VE SAID THIS BEFORE. THE POINT ISSSSSS!! I don't know the point. I just feel very....... UNAPPRECIATED OR SOMETHING. I DON'T KNOW. NOBODY FUCKING CARES. WHO IS EVEN FUCKING READING THIS?

I'm very sad right now because i miss my old toys ):

wake me up before you go go

Hello! Long time since i last blogged... What can i say... Hmm. My class like alot of drama siol. Now like another drama brewing up HAHA. Don't know uh. Don't care better. But it's kinda nice... At least we don't need to do maths or science so i'm pretty happy during lessons. Hehe. Except that today, instead of listening to an important part of the lesson that is about our assignment, i was busy playing hangman and tic tac toe with Ayu. LOL. Sorry eh...

I wanted to say something one but i forgot!! DAMN IT. Argh... Nvm... I'm tired. Brain shutting down!! I NEED MY WIFEY. Haven't been spending alot of time with her ): And by spending time with her, i mean spending time in my room surrounded by her posters. I'm sorry bby. Even tho i'm not talking about you much nowadays, you are still forever number 1 in my heart. I never stopped thinking about you. Not even for a second. I love love love you! Forever and ever ever ever baby!

OOO! I remember one of the things i wanted to say! See la. I cancel the page, walk away then remember. Tsk. LOL. ANyways. YESYES. I got new nicknames which are awesome!! I think. There's like, baby butt? Baby Jasmin? and now i'm JASSY G!! I don't even like Jessie J. LOL. Nvm ah. It's not about my wifey wifey wifey, i'm just kidding kidding kidding. It's forever about my wifey~ Forget about the others~ K lame. GOODNIGHT. I'm gonna go dream now.

OOO I REMEMBERED ANOTHER THING I WANTED TO SAY! LOL. Apparently i sound very... weird? and girly? Or something when i speak chinese... Hmm. Interesting. It's a good thing i suppose! I sound like an ang moh speaking chinese? HAHA. That would be cool... Yeshyesh.

I like it like it~

Wifey should wear this more often :3 I likeeeee. K i just felt the need to post a picture of her here... Byeeeeeeee

holding back with a smile

Lookie! A mole on my nose. Ahahahahaha.

Very very satisfied with the results of the Star Awards. I know it's just Singapore stuff and it's not big of a deal but it is to me! Because my Rui En won. So proud of her T.T I love youzxc. Anyways... I don't feel like sleeping because... If i don't sleep, i'll be uber hyper the next day. If i'm very hyper, it can keep my mind off things... Then once the hyper mode is over, i'll be damn tired and i'll just fall asleep and hopefully sleep through the evening when it will all be happening... This love is killlinggg mee but you're the only one~ It's not overrrrrrrr. -guitar solo-

I am in misery~

2 more days. It's gonna be a very sad day... I can blame no one but myself...

you threw my broken heart away ayyy ayyy

CAN YOU STOP BEING SO FUCKING GORGEOUS. Manzx... Depressed mode iz onz. Looking at pictures of you is making me wanna kill myself even more. What to do what to do. Headache is driving me crazy. I can't take another minute of this miserable life but i'm afraid of dying. What the hellllll. Dilemma. Actually i'm just really afraid of pain. Just kill me painlessly!!! Those stupid people at google searches think they are being cute by saying like "Painless way to die? Dying of old age." Fuck you!

a picture a day keeps the ???? away

The face of someone who is bloody tired and just woken up from a nap! Creepy James Lee creeping at the back. I should really take that autographed picture of him down because it's like... Why do i have some random old guy's picture on my wall?!

I should sleep earlier... I'm so tired T.T!! Today the school ate our late day. Make us go at like 8 in the morning to Macphearson ITE to listen to talks!!!!!!!!!! There was this guy who was suppose to inspire or motivate us i think? Then for some odd reasons, HE HAD A SUPER SINGAPOREAN ACCENT. LIKE. TOO MUCH SINGLISH!!! Kinda annoying... Went back to school and painted EGGS!! For easter... We were like some kids sitting on the floor and painting our eggys... So cute horr.

Went home and my brother asked me to go eat with him. Okay loh. But now i owe him another 15 dollors in addition to the 30 bucks i owed him!! ASH HOLE. Nvm ah... ATE SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET. Omg. The thought of sushi makes me wanna throw up now... OH BUT I STILL WANNA EAT ITACHO'S SUSHI UDON. OISHI NEH. Argh stupid flu driving me insane also... Sick sick

my head gets so confused

I need a little good luck to get me by

My dad is gonna buy a new shoe and a new bag for me next month!!!! Faster next month pleasezxc. Hmm. Alot of laughs in school. What else? Not much. Oh both my Hannibal has died. At least they are in good hands now... Fatty is all i got now. I love you, you cute arse. Oh and apparently my cheeks is like a baby's butt LOL. I AM NOT OVERWEIGHT. Calculated my BMI today. JUST NICE AT 25 THERE. I'm like FUCK YES.

Met my ah ghim yesterday for lunchzx. Tomorrow i think going to find her again? Yay. WATERMELON. Kay i'm tired... Have to go poke a hole in 2 eggs and empty out the contents... Like whaaat...

Oh and lastly... Sorry dad for being so mean towards you sometimes ): Despite you being so nice to me!! Like you just bought a new earpiece for me and instead of thanking you properly, i was complaining T.T I feel so guilty right now. I'm sorry daddddddddd!!!

we're going down

I hate how all the happiness is so short lived. I'm so fucking sad right now and there's nobody around. I feel so fucking worthless. Why can't i just die. I know i should appreciate life and what not cause the people in Africa wanna live also cannot blahblahblah. I get it. Give my life to at least one of them who deserves it. I've said this before... DEAR GOD, WHY AREN'T YOU LISTENING. I'm not asking you to give me a million bucks or just let me be happy or anything because i know it's not possible. We have to work for such things. I hereby announce that i give up... Seriously... I'm so tired... It's weird since i'm listening to Firework while posting this. It's not inspiring or motivating me at all. I'm sorry bby...

so far so good

I look... i don't know. LOL. I LIKE MY HAIR THO. ANYWAYS

It's finally the weekends!! The worst part of school is actually the trip back and forth. Bored as hellllllll. Lessons were fun. Maybe because it hasn't officially started yet. The teachers said that it would be hard ): I have to buck up! Thank god there's no math or science tho. Hehe. I LOVE THE EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION ROOM. We have to like take off our shoes when we go in there. AWESOME MUCH?? On like thursday or something, the teacher wanted to read a book to us so we had to like, sit on the stage and stuff. SO AWESOME. I felt like a little kiddo :3 Awesome awesome. FURTHERMORE MOST OF THE CLASSROOMS ARE AIR CONDITIONED!! TRIPLY AWESOME. Basically, school has been good so far. I hope it stays the same.

The whole idea of meeting new people, getting close to them and stuff is kinda... scary... I mean... It's kinda tiring also... I don't know :/ But the people are awesome!! I used alot of "awesome" in this post eh... HAHA! ANYWAYS. I will NEVER forget about my old friends tho. I'm not like somebody. Let's not go there. Hmm what else... Oh! The people in my class are those who get b4 and above in english. Kinda intimidating! And we are supposedly one of the best course in ITE or something. I don't know

K ADDICTED TO THE SONG TONIGHT BY ENRIQUE IGLESIASSSSSS. Sho nice.

SCHOOOOL.

Hai. Today was ze last day of orientation! Super tired! School honestly wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. Met some uber cool classmates! The school kinda small tho... Oh and its subjects now right? It's called modules? Is it? Okay... I have Communication Effectiveness, Early Childhood Development, Principle and Practices of Pre-School Education, Sports & Wellness and lastly Lifeskill and Personal Development!! I just realize i have been spelling the word development wrong... NOT DEVELOPEMENT T.T Garrrrr. Okay anyways!! Some of the people in the school so friendly!! Like just now we walking walking then suddenly there's this group of girls like "Welcome to our schooooollll!!!!" Then they said something else which i didn't heard. Then later someone told me they said they are our relatives. LOL. One big family eh. K don't wanna type too much. AND I NEED TO GO EAT! And read newspaper. Buai.

Anyways anyways. Sorry about the previous post -.- I sound so serious!! I DON'T LIKE. But it's true tho. I'm very serious about this kinda stuff xp LOVE. HAHAHAHA. LAME. I'm so hungry. kkkk bai.

Katy Perry saved my life.

You guys will never understand.

"I was drowning and she pulled me out of the ocean."

Well! So school has started. Morning started off with like nothing uh. Like what a typical kid with no friends in the class does. Sat down there and stare at empty space. Then after awhile there's this gurl who came and she said that i'm cute. HAHAHA. Thanks :3 THICK SKIN. No but seriously. Then we went to like this place with computers then met another 2 more people... Then later... Actually i can't really remember... Then later meet somemore people. Then later had those typical ice breaker games. I like the human bingo... ITS SO COOL. Asking people you barely know what colour their underwear is. HAHAHA. Like there's this one person who asked another person what colour she was wearing then the other lady was like BLUE then she was like "EH LEH WHY NOBODY WEAR BROWN ONE" Then i was like "EH!! I WEAR BROWN' LOL. I like... K my mind is all jumbled up right now. Cannot think straight. Basically... I'm scared. Argh. Nvm ah. Just go there study. LOL. As if. I was damn noisy during the ice breaking games i don't know why -.- So tiredddddddddddd. I love wednesdays and fridays! Wednesday starts late and fridays end early. Hoho

nothing seems to ease the pain

Today, or more like yesterday. Okay. Around 1am or something, i learned alot of things about people... The people i thought i knew were all... wrong? I mean i was so wrong about them... Omg... My whole secondary school life has been a lie...!!!!!!!! What to do? I can't do anything about that. Manzxc. Stop me from being such an ass -.-

I don't wanna go to school...

Seems like everything's going crazayy ayy ayyy~

You can stop worrying now! I am not in love with you liao la. SO OVER ITTT. This time confirm liao. DOUBLE CONFIRM. LOL LIKE THAT SHOW. Okay wait back to topic... Even if now i'm singing love songs, quoting from the lyrics, saying other love stuff, it's not for you. NOT. It's for my baby :3 I don't need anybody but my baaabbbbbyyyy~


So annoyed with 2 people right now. It's like i did so much and all i get is ignored. Okayokayokay. I wash my hands off. Wash wash wash. You can forget me if you want. I don't expect anyone to remember me anyways! ANYWAYS. TODAY WENT TO SENTOSA. Will post pictures when i get them and talk about it... So many angmoh...

Believe it or not, i'm those kind of person who doesn't like to make noise in inappropriate places. Like on the bus or mrt when everyone is quiet and resting, i don't play songs out loud and i try not to talk or laugh to loud... Unfortunately.... Sock Ghim doesn't really care and plays the song outttt loudd... Which kinda bothers me actually... I don't like being a nuisance to people. Although sometimes i accidently do xD Sorryyyyy.

Oh god why you so beautiful!! I don't know why i feel like crying everytime i see a picture of you with someone else LOL. OVERWHELMED WITH JEALOUSY. Like the recent picture you posted on Twitter where you're watching a movie with a whole bunch of people... They were sitting so close with you T.T J E A L O U S M U C H. Oh well...