It's not Saggitarius ):

It's SAGITTARIUS. Double T not double G. Grr. Nvm ah. Horoscopes are scarily true tho... Sometimes you read them and you're like HOLY SHIT IT APPLIES TO MY LIFE. Or maybe it's just me la. I strongly believe in horoscopes. Heh. I kinda sometimes judge people by their horoscope? For example like if someone tells me "I'm an Aries!" then in my mind i'll have like, a slight... impression? Or whatever you call it... K, this was just a random post... Cause i was reading my horoscope and i was like HOLY SHIT IT APPLIES TO WHAT IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. In shock ah. HAHA. K BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

The deliciousness has landed

Sick of potatoes now. I want this!! SMORES. So gonna make it when i have the money to go buy the ingredients and stuff. Haha! So broke now ah. Making a plan to get the things i want. Grrrr. Y U SO EXPENSIVE. Eh, another post of food ah... Paiseh. Hungry woman here. I'M TRYING TO GO ON A DIET. Failing failing. Must keep to the plan JASMIN!!! K, i'mma go write down a grocery list. Shit, that sounds so auntie!! Okay, i'll also go write down the plan to buy my things... Still sounds very auntie. I shall go play games and snuggle with my imaginary wifey. Muahh

potato potato pota pota potato

My mum is cooking potatoes tomorrow! YAY. I don't know why but i feel strangely happy about it. Oh well. POTATOES!!! YAYYYY

"Take me away and make it okay."

East Coast Park!

Soooo i went to east coast park with these awesome people! I HAVE FINALLY LEARNT HOW TO RIDE A BIKE. Thank you Ain, Joanne and Shuhong! I wouldn't blame them if they got irritated with me because when they were cycling to the Bedok Jetty, i kept on stopping and falling. Heh. But they say i'm a fast learner cause i learnt it in a day. YAY. I'm still really scared of falling tho :/ The only big accident i had was when i banged into that maid loh. Thank god she wasn't injured! I was the one who flipped over hahahaha. Sorry

I remember when i was learning right, the people around like they were like looking and laughing. WAH. Not really laughing like HAHAHAHA they're like smiling and looking? Maybe because i was very noisy eh. I was like "ohmygodohmygodohmygod shitshithist ahhh!" -bangs into a pole or tree- LOL.

Kinda fun uh. Just that now my butt, legs, arms, and hands are aching like hell! NOT MY HANDSSS. As a computer addict, I NEED MY DAMN HANDS. Can't close them totally. Like, cannot make into a fist cause it's like abit stiff and hard. MEHHH. K! Next stop, Wild Wild Wet?

bucketful of drool

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Samoyed

Isn't he/she beautiful? :3

I am lurvinggg my desktop background yo. Why? Causeeee you know Windows 7 is seriously fucking awesome cause can automatically change your desktop background to whichever time you want. OKAY I MY ENGLISH IS ALL FUCKED UP RIGHT NOW CAUSE MY HEAD IS SO FILLED UP WITH CUTE PUPPIES. Okay the point is, i found all these HUGE pictures of my baby gurl and it's so closed up to her face and everytime i open my computer i'm just like greeted with that perfection. AHHHH OKAY CUTE PUPPIES BRB

another geek moment

Hi guys. Sorry but this is gonna be extremely lame but i just have to say it! ANYWAYS. I started playing Final Fantasy 1 on my gameboy again LOL. Bought it years ago together with the gameboy but i never really completed it... So now i'm like determined to finish it with walkthroughs because i'm lazy to figure it out myself... Furthermore it's wayy easier with maps and shit! Then right, now i'm only halfway through the game. Then i went to read up on the level that is appropriate to go fight the final boss. And it says that the appropriate level would be 20+. I LOL'ED SO HARD SIA. I'M HALFWAY THROUGH THE GAME AND I'M LEVEL 41 LIAO. WAY OVERSHOT ALREADY. They say level 40+ is overshot and it wouldn't be fun anymore because everything dies easily ): Aww. Last time i didn't know mah, so i went and train like siao. By the time i reach the final boss don't know level what already. Tsk. Ohwell. WEEEE

Iron

Deep in the ocean, dead and cast away

Where innocence is burned in flames

A million miles from home, I'm walking ahead

I'm frozen to the bones

I am a soldier on my own, I don't know the way

I'm riding up the heights of shame

I'm waiting for the call

The hand on the chest

I'm ready for the fight and fate

The sound of iron shocks is stuck in my head,

The thunder of the drums dictates

The rhythm of the falls, the number of dead's

The rising of the horns ahead

From the dawn of time to the end of days

I will have to run away

I want to feel the pain and the bitter taste

Of the blood on my lips again

This deadly burst of snow is burning my hands,

I'm frozen to the bones

I am a million miles from home

I'm walking away

I can't remind your eyes, your face

-Woodkid

FUWOAH. I FEEL LIKE I'M READY FOR A FUCKING BATTLE. THIS SONG IS EPIC MAN!!!! GARRRR. My sadness is gone for now. All i feel is rageeeeeeeee. Gonna go kill some people in games nao. K BYE

When i think of you, i don't feel so alone

I... don't wanna deal with human beings anymore... It's so... ): I'm tired. I'm hurt. And you, my best friend don't know because you don't even read my blog. Half the time it's because of you. Well. Whutever la eh. I'm not that important anyways. I'm just... making a mountain out a molehill. JUST LET ME FREAKING SLEEP FOREVER. I wanna dream... Dream of my wifey... or Adam... Those were the good times... Yeah. Sigh. Like the show Repomen... In the end the guy was given this machine, cause he's like dead or something then his brain is forever in this dream. You know? That'll be great...

vulgarties ahead

Hey bloggeh. Long time no blog eh! I think i might go back to my regular blogging because recently i have shitloads of things on mind!! Like right now!! LESSE GO.

I thought you were different :/ I thought you were like, sensitive towards other people's feelings, you won't judge or what shit. But i was so wrong... You're just like all the other people :/ So disappointed. Ahhh. Nvm nvm.

I feel like the word "love" is being thrown around so easily nowadays? Seriously... You just met this person, you see the person handsome or pretty then you in love with that person? What the fuck? Seriously. Humanity is so fucked up yo. I know i know. Who am i to judge what is love but i just find it ridiculous... People are always saying ohhh looks don't matter, personality important. Fucking bullshit!!! People don't see your bloody personality first. They see your looks, if they don't like they don't even bother trying to know your personality. So much bullshit.

I am learning now. As in now, i don't say like "Lady Gaga sucks". I only say "I don't like Lady Gaga." These are 2 very different things. You can say don't like Katy Perry but don't say she sucks. Cause she doesn't. Don't make me cut you. Assholes. Also, now i try not to ask people to shut up when they're singing unless if it's inappropriate. Why? Because i fucking hate it when people ask me to shut up when i'm singing and it's like, appropriate time. Like fuck off. Singing makes me happy. I'm trying to cheer myself up. Bloody party poopers...

That's pretty much it for now :/ Can't wait for the 3 weeks of school holidays... Not much human contact with the others. Just me, my bed, my bearbear, my fatty, my computer and my beautiful xbox360. I just wish i had the DJ Hero :/

Watermelon zombie apocalypse!!!

Before i start, i just wanna say that imagefra.me sucks!! It's the website to get the links of the pictures la. Last time i used it to make the pictures bigbig but now the pictures are like, disappearing and there put "Image has been removed or modified" or some shit. And that sucks yo. Not cool. Not gonna use that anymore. K MOVING ON.

Yesterday went to Sock Ghim's house for a sleepoverrr! Mainly because we were going to watch Pirates of the Caribbean at like 12.50am and there was no bus to back home, i don't wanna take a taxi and it was closer to walk back to ghim moh's house and so we diddddd. Went there first to eat and waited for like 2 hours or more? We were just talking and being stupid. Fun ah!! The movie was awesome!!! I actually understood this one. Or maybe it's cause i can't remember anything from the previous movies so... i dunno what happened. Hehehe.

Movie ended at around 3am and we walked home afterwards!!! At one point when we were walking, there was this indian? guy? squatting at the middle of this grass patch? FUCKING SCARY. When we walk past, HE SUDDENLY STOOD UP MY HEART STOPPED FOR A MOMENT SIA. He didn't walk towards us la but it was damn scary. We opened a more upbeat song and started to sing to try and calm ourselves down HAHA. OH and after that there was this another indian guy, why so many indian guy ah? Okay anyways, he was lost! He's like a student? He like so poor thing ): Sadly we couldn't help him. To where ever he is now, i hope he is okay!

Reached back to her house at around 4am and we were still not sleeping. Using computer and stufff. Finally slept at 6pm and now i'm home!! Not gonna say about the unhappy things like what my mum did -.- ANNOYING. K tomorrow AGAPE CAMP. I'm in logistics~ Awesome. No kids = best ah. Hehehehe.

Oh and lastlyyy, me and sockghim has been obsessed with like zombie apocalypse idk why. LOL. Like where ever we go, the setting just feels very zombie apocalypse-ish. Cool beans!! Wouldn't be cool if it really was an apocalypse tho HAHA. In conclusion, i had fun!!!! We were like talking and singing and going insaneeeeeeee and being stupiddd and whateverrr. Heh. I love you like rat does cheeeeesee. HAHA. MUAH.

i just wanna see the light

I love her legs :3 Random ah but yeah. Randomly came across this picture so yeahhh. Sexy :3

It's not that i don't wanna listen or that i'm not happy for you... I AM happy for you it's just that... Whenever i tell you something that made me happy or something good that happened, you always always ALWAYS have something to top it off. It makes my happiness look like a load of crap. You know? It's like, whatever thing that happens to me, no matter how happy i am, your life is always way better than mine. You always crush my happy moments... It's like, how do i put this... The things in your life that you DON'T want are the things that I WANT. I see you having all those things but you don't even seem to be appreciating it :/ It makes me sound like some selfish bitch like no one can be happier than me... They can... It's just that... I feel very miserable with my pathetic things... Tell me what to do wifey. TELL ME. Oh who am i kidding... I'll never get a chance to talk to you :/ I'll still love you...

Very sick of all the shortlived happiness :/ What happen to all the good old days when i'm just happy with everything and never feeling this hurt? I used to be 100% crazily happy but now... It's just on the surface ): I don't wanna feel sad... I don't wanna feel anything... Help? Ah to hell with it. I've asked for help so many damn times but nobody ever does or give a damn. I give up ah. Don't need help from you guys. I will fucking do whatever i can to get by these horrible days... I thought about getting some PROFESSIONAL~ help but it's expensive... And i don't know and how to find one... If i tell my mum, she's either gonna over react or think that i'm over reacting... Argh. Fuck this. The only moments i like are the times spent with my wifey :/ And by that i mean listening to her sing, watch her videos and pictures... Buai.

scratching

Thank you ah ghim ♥♥♥♥♥

Heyho. Went to a wedding in malaysia. Not much to report. I really hate it when relatives who don't know shit about me starts lecturing, nagging and criticizing me. The worst thing is that i can't defend myself because it'll seem like i'm trying to argue with them and it's disrespectful. All i can do is sit there and listen to their crap. Yes i know they're trying to help or whatever but all they're really doing is making people feel inadequate about themselves! For example they lecture to you about being kind and shit. But what if you are already a very kind person? They're like asking you to be kind when you're already very kind. It'll make you feel like all the things you've been doing are for nothing. Everyone looks at me and think that i'm just a spoiled brat? Like a kiddo who won't do charity or some shit like that. I DO OKAY. You guys are fucking jerks. Everytime i say things like "I'll donate to blahblah when i start earning money in the future", you guys will be like "YEAH RIGHT" Fuck off, i'm being serious k. Douchebags.

Meh, enough about those. Some people just think they're right all the time and think that they know everything. Pisses the crap out of me. Moving onnnnnn. The only nice part is that on a trip back to my aunt's house from the restaurant, there were tons of stars scattered across the night sky. It's not those puny little stars you see in Singapore but it's big, bright and shiny stars. So pretty!! and lastly...

BAM. My left eye abit swollen... Tsk. I wanna hide my face ah. Don't wanna go out. AND YAY. Katy Perry iPhone cover. Happy is meeee. Sian, school tomorrow. kbye

I am considerate. At least i try to. I try to think of other people's feeling before saying something. I treat people nicely and what crap. BUT DO PEOPLE DO THE SAME BACK TO ME? NO. BECAUSE I'M ALWAYS FUCKING LAUGHING AND JOKING THEY THINK THEY CAN JUST HURT ME AND I'LL LAUGH IT OFF. NO. I'M VERY VERY VERY SENSITIVE BECAUSE I HAVE NO FUCKING SELF ESTEEEM.

Treat others the way you wanna be treated so they will treat you back the same? TOTAL FUCKING BULLCRAP. I DIDN'T IGNORE YOU FOR NO REASON. I DIDN'T CANCEL OF YOU LAST MINTUE FOR LIKE IDK HOW MANY TIMES. I DIDN'T NOT LOVE YOU. I LOVED YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. BUT WHAT DID YOU DO. NOTHINGGG. OH WAIT YOU DID SOMETHING. BROKE MY HEART AND THREW IT AWAYYY. SCATTERED INTO THE SEA. NOW I CAN'T FIND THE DAMN PIECES. Fuck this bull crap i want to die .

I hope i die in my sleep later. k goodnight.

random twisted thought

I wouldn't mind if Katy Perry kidnapped me... HAHA. WHO WOULD MIND RIGHT. Like reallyyyy. I was bored the other day then i was just thinking of what would happen if i was kidnapped by her. Torture meee~ STUPID AH. You guys probably think i'm nuts but i can't help it T.T Maybe i'm just really sick of my own life and i just wanna be... away from here... Prefably with Katy and even if it's under such extreme circumstances, i don't mind. Like, be her maid also can la. As long as i'm around her, i'm contented... Sigh.

I'm probably gonna be forever alone due to this ah. HAHA. Expectations too high. And i'm kinda scared and paranoid about getting my heart broken again and those same old shit so yeah... At least wifey doesn't hurt me :/ I would rather waste my life pretending than have to forget you for one whole minute. Sleepy so abit... not thinking straight now... Sigh sigh. I just wanna let out a huge sighhhh. ):

styrofoam balls

OI GOOGLE CHROME IS CURRENTLY BEING A MEGA ASSHOLEE. I WANNA LOG INTO BLOGGER ALSO CANNOT. Have to use this shitty internet explorer. Heh. ANYWAYS! Wahliew, i got the primary school kiddos at the Agape camp. Speaking of Agape, i don't like the name siol... Ah ga peh. Can't you name it something more appealingggggg huh. KKKK. I hope they're nice la. Don't torture me please. I scared of you guys

Today in school was the usual. Laugh until tired and do stupid things. Saw hayati went going home then went to meet viknesh with her. LOL. I was really high i don't know why~ That kinda rhymed~ I fell asleep on the bus on the way home siol!!!! I just hope i didn't snore or anything cuz there was a guy sitting infront of me. Tsk.

Wah, my mum come home late then want me to cook myself. I wanna do baked rice. Got cheese, got meat but NO RICE. I wanna make a burger, got meat, got cheese, got veggie, NO BREAD. THE HELLL. Aiya, now i just throw whatever i got into the pan and fry the crap outta it.

Tomolo needa go malaysia ah. Stress ah. And need to finish my CE powerpoint. SOOO Lazy!! Even tho my topic is interesting? Hehheh. ZOMBIES LEH. My blogskin like very dark hor. I feel sad looking at it. Might change it lataaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Mehmeh. I like my class... I think? I don't know. At least the lessons are interesting. The practical part only ah. Hehehehe. K, gonna go eat, watch rui en and play assassin's creed. BUAI

i know i look very cui. shhhh

I like Miss Gladys :o She's nice!! The guys say her S&W lessons are like boot camp but i disagree leh. She so nice?? Like so caring siol. Cause you know my leg exempted mah, then i wanted to play abitabit of the badminton and she's like super concern and even reprimanded Ayu for not hitting the shuttlecock directly at me =X HAHA. In the end she played badminton with me. Kinda weird... I don't know why. Haha! Then when sometimes she hit the shuttlecock sideways, she'll apologize? Like omg! I don't deserve that sorry x.x I feel guilty when people apologize for nothing. Meh. LASTLY, she say my badminton skill not bad wor hehe. She was like so impressed because i don't play badminton much given my condition. Okay enough about her -.-

I feel really sad whenever i reach home I DON'T KNOW WHY. But just now when i went to buy my magazine, there was a rush of adrenaline and endorphins(?) when i saw my wifey's face peeking out from the shelves. I was smiling like an idiot to myself. Heh. You're the only one i want :3 Felt really happy when i'm holding it but now i'm suddenly sad again. Very sick of this feeling :/ How?

Can't remember what else i wanted to say :/ Meh. So tired T.T I don't wanna do anything. I wanna have a GAMING MARATHON. NON STOP XBOX FUN. Wait for me to get like Assassin's Creed first... I want ahhhh how how.

OOO OKAY I REMEMBER. Now after i've gotten over you, like not infatuated already, i realise you're really sorta very... crappy... I don't even know why i liked you. So blinddddddddd. To whoever is writing my life story, you suck man. Or to whoever is using me as a character in their sims, YOU GUYS SUCK AT PLAYING MAN. Horrible. Anyways, i'm not gonna assume anything now. I don't wanna put anything into that if not if my heart gets broken again, i will... i don't know la. Just stop putting it into my head first. Until i get concrete, legitimate proof, i will not believe it!

ASDLJASDFJOJFAFLKSDJF;LKDJFLAJRIOELSDJFLKSDJF WHAT ARE YOU DOING BBY WHY DO YOU ALWAYS DO THIS AWL;JAKSDJA KJDKAJDLASDJJ I... ASLKDJ33I POWSLD F YOU MAKE ME FEEL... LIKE A PERVERT LOL OMG STOP SOTPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOPPPPP I LOVE YOU K. muah.

Kinda annoyed with people. Why are they so close minded? Must we really label everything so clearly? People who say things like "I'M STRAIGHT K" or "NO HOMO" when people never ask them pisses the crap out of me. Why do you have to clarify? Unless if we ask "You lesbian ah?" then you answer "I'm straight!" then okay. But we never even asked you, why are so afraid of being thought as a lesbian? What's wrong with that? Is it really such a bad thing? Oh then when you are clarifying, DO YOU REALLY NEED TO HAVE SUCH A BIG REACTION? Like "EEW NO I'M NOT" Eeew? Is that Eww really fucking necessary? It's not like i'm asking you to become one. JUST LEAVE THEM ALONE. JUST, DON'T SAY THEM EW OR ANYTHING. WHY MUST YOU BE SO PREJUDICE AGAINST THEM? WHY. Those kind of people disgust me man. Oh and also when you see a butch or anything then you're like "eee why become butch sia" IT'S HER CHOICE LA!! Why must you question so much?! And why you go imagine them being together? Why you go imagine those? And okay if you imagine but I DON'T SEE HOW IT'S GROSS? THEY'RE STILL TWO PEOPLE RIGHT. They're human fucking beings. Not a human being making out with like a fucking dog. Manzx, so bloody pissed off.

Some people are just so freaking insensitive.

Hi jessica.

i'm ready to go lead me into the lighhhhttt~

Kiss me. K-k-kiss me! Hi. Long time no blog. Here i am! I just had a random urge to write a will. HAHA. Firstly they always write what ah? Why they die or something? Okay. If it's accident then sad ah. But i'm probably happy about it because i am really very tired of living. So if i really kill myself, means i finally grew some balls and finally dare to hurt myself! Okay moving on. I mean everything is just a pain. There's nothing worth living for. I don't even know why i'm doing things for. Like there's no goal. "GO SET A GOAL LA" Sorry la, no goal for me to set. My dreams and goals are ruined ever since the day i can remember thanks to this leg. So i was bathing just now and i was like thinking, what's the point of having a boyfriend? I see those people in relationships like... They're all so happy at first but in the end, it all ends the same. I think i'll get tired of seeing and doing the same things with a person everyday unless if it's Katy Perry ;) I don't really want a committed relationship i guess! I just want flings. HAHA. But that's like not gonna happen so you know. I'll just be on my own. The only problem is i hate being own my own. Conflict ah. So it's best to just die. I can be a ghost and float around. I can be around Katy Perry!!! I will be her guardian ANGEL. Chey. HAHA. No but seriously, I WILL PROTECT HER K. In conclusion, i think life is pointless. Pointlessly pointless. Is it just me or words starts to sound weird if you keep saying it? Point point. Mmm k. Oh and if you wanna feel guilty about my death, please do. Because nobody ever listens to my plea for help. I keep dropping hints but no one ever gets them. I directly tell people, they think i'm kidding. So yeah. IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT AH. Feel bad okay? :D

This is the part where they say they wanna give their house and money to who right? Sorry eh, i don't have anything. Unless if you want my bearbear? HAHA. But it's so dirty and smelly. Nevermind uh, if you all don't want, bury it with me. It shall accompany me to the afterlife :3 Please don't burn my Katy Perry posters and magazines leh. I know people like to burn so the people in the afterlife will receive but it pains my heart to see them being destroyed ): Furthermore very expensive one leh!! I don't know ah. See what you all wanna do with it lorh. All my albums give to Lau Sock Ghim! I'm sure she'll do a good job keeping them! Oh and my books also. Provided if she wants to keep those very crumpled ones. HAHA. KEEP IT HOR. If not i haunt you. If Fatty is still alive when i'm gone, PLEASE TAKE GOOD CARE OF HIM. Please massage him regularly. He likes it. He likes to eat sunflower seeds and he eats alot!!! I love him so much!

OH MY DIARY~ Yes i have a diary! My image will probably be ruined once you all see it. You'll all think i'm some kind of psycho. I'm not okay. I was just very in love. So yeah. Feel free to take a look at it. And read through if you want to. It's in a hardcover note book thingy. I think it's somewhere on my room de table. It has a ring binding thing. You want you can give it to the person that i wrote about. That person will probably be very freaked and disturbed ah. NVM UH. I'll be dead already anyways. No need to feel embarrassed.

Right now, i can't think of anything else to say but i'll add on when i think of any okay? OKAY BYE.

My cover has been blown! Retreat retreat retreat!

i'm not that hard to figure out... the only problem is that nobody ever tries or bothers to do it...

Let's pretend that i'm a book... I'm opening myself up to you. I'M HELPING YOU FLIP TO THE PAGES BUT THE ONLY THING YOU'RE DOING IS CLOSING ME UP. WHY. WHY. SO so so so sick of life... SO SICK OF PEOPLE NOT LISTENING. Everything get's really depressing when i'm alone and there's no one around. My mind wanders in all the very depressing placessss then i get very very sad. Aww. I don't know why but i'm just really hyper sometimes... After that hyper moment i'm like, why the hell was i so happy? I don't even know. Its not like, legit happiness tho... It's just a sudden burst of energy. Sigh sigh sigh. I hate my life ): I hate my leg. I HATE EVERYTHING except for KATY PERRY. Stop it -.- K sorryyyy. SIGHHH cannot stop sighing. So sad ): Nobody cares when i'm sad... Because they never really see me sad before... And also because i fail at making sad faces so nobody really knows when i'm sad. This sucks. It's like nobody ever takes my emotions seriously. Grrr. Nvm. I mean, why bother about me righttttttttt. I'm soo annoying... Just... ARGH. Damn it...

CAN YOU REALLY NOT SENSE THE SADNESS IN MY WORDS. I'M MAKING IT AS OBVIOUS AS I CAN. I DON'T WANNA SOUND LIKE THOSE PEOPLE WHO IS LIKE "HEY I'M SAD" NO. I WANT YOU TO ASK ME "ARE YOU OKAY" IS IT REALLY SO HARD? ): Treat people the way you wanna be treated is complete bullshit. I ask people how are they. I am sensitive towards their feelings. If i hurt them, it's accidental and i fucking apologise!! WHY DO I FEEL LIKE I'VE SAID THIS BEFORE. THE POINT ISSSSSS!! I don't know the point. I just feel very....... UNAPPRECIATED OR SOMETHING. I DON'T KNOW. NOBODY FUCKING CARES. WHO IS EVEN FUCKING READING THIS?

I'm very sad right now because i miss my old toys ):

wake me up before you go go

Hello! Long time since i last blogged... What can i say... Hmm. My class like alot of drama siol. Now like another drama brewing up HAHA. Don't know uh. Don't care better. But it's kinda nice... At least we don't need to do maths or science so i'm pretty happy during lessons. Hehe. Except that today, instead of listening to an important part of the lesson that is about our assignment, i was busy playing hangman and tic tac toe with Ayu. LOL. Sorry eh...

I wanted to say something one but i forgot!! DAMN IT. Argh... Nvm... I'm tired. Brain shutting down!! I NEED MY WIFEY. Haven't been spending alot of time with her ): And by spending time with her, i mean spending time in my room surrounded by her posters. I'm sorry bby. Even tho i'm not talking about you much nowadays, you are still forever number 1 in my heart. I never stopped thinking about you. Not even for a second. I love love love you! Forever and ever ever ever baby!

OOO! I remember one of the things i wanted to say! See la. I cancel the page, walk away then remember. Tsk. LOL. ANyways. YESYES. I got new nicknames which are awesome!! I think. There's like, baby butt? Baby Jasmin? and now i'm JASSY G!! I don't even like Jessie J. LOL. Nvm ah. It's not about my wifey wifey wifey, i'm just kidding kidding kidding. It's forever about my wifey~ Forget about the others~ K lame. GOODNIGHT. I'm gonna go dream now.

OOO I REMEMBERED ANOTHER THING I WANTED TO SAY! LOL. Apparently i sound very... weird? and girly? Or something when i speak chinese... Hmm. Interesting. It's a good thing i suppose! I sound like an ang moh speaking chinese? HAHA. That would be cool... Yeshyesh.

I like it like it~

Wifey should wear this more often :3 I likeeeee. K i just felt the need to post a picture of her here... Byeeeeeeee

holding back with a smile

Lookie! A mole on my nose. Ahahahahaha.

Very very satisfied with the results of the Star Awards. I know it's just Singapore stuff and it's not big of a deal but it is to me! Because my Rui En won. So proud of her T.T I love youzxc. Anyways... I don't feel like sleeping because... If i don't sleep, i'll be uber hyper the next day. If i'm very hyper, it can keep my mind off things... Then once the hyper mode is over, i'll be damn tired and i'll just fall asleep and hopefully sleep through the evening when it will all be happening... This love is killlinggg mee but you're the only one~ It's not overrrrrrrr. -guitar solo-

I am in misery~

2 more days. It's gonna be a very sad day... I can blame no one but myself...

you threw my broken heart away ayyy ayyy

CAN YOU STOP BEING SO FUCKING GORGEOUS. Manzx... Depressed mode iz onz. Looking at pictures of you is making me wanna kill myself even more. What to do what to do. Headache is driving me crazy. I can't take another minute of this miserable life but i'm afraid of dying. What the hellllll. Dilemma. Actually i'm just really afraid of pain. Just kill me painlessly!!! Those stupid people at google searches think they are being cute by saying like "Painless way to die? Dying of old age." Fuck you!

a picture a day keeps the ???? away

The face of someone who is bloody tired and just woken up from a nap! Creepy James Lee creeping at the back. I should really take that autographed picture of him down because it's like... Why do i have some random old guy's picture on my wall?!

I should sleep earlier... I'm so tired T.T!! Today the school ate our late day. Make us go at like 8 in the morning to Macphearson ITE to listen to talks!!!!!!!!!! There was this guy who was suppose to inspire or motivate us i think? Then for some odd reasons, HE HAD A SUPER SINGAPOREAN ACCENT. LIKE. TOO MUCH SINGLISH!!! Kinda annoying... Went back to school and painted EGGS!! For easter... We were like some kids sitting on the floor and painting our eggys... So cute horr.

Went home and my brother asked me to go eat with him. Okay loh. But now i owe him another 15 dollors in addition to the 30 bucks i owed him!! ASH HOLE. Nvm ah... ATE SAKAE SUSHI BUFFET. Omg. The thought of sushi makes me wanna throw up now... OH BUT I STILL WANNA EAT ITACHO'S SUSHI UDON. OISHI NEH. Argh stupid flu driving me insane also... Sick sick

my head gets so confused

I need a little good luck to get me by

My dad is gonna buy a new shoe and a new bag for me next month!!!! Faster next month pleasezxc. Hmm. Alot of laughs in school. What else? Not much. Oh both my Hannibal has died. At least they are in good hands now... Fatty is all i got now. I love you, you cute arse. Oh and apparently my cheeks is like a baby's butt LOL. I AM NOT OVERWEIGHT. Calculated my BMI today. JUST NICE AT 25 THERE. I'm like FUCK YES.

Met my ah ghim yesterday for lunchzx. Tomorrow i think going to find her again? Yay. WATERMELON. Kay i'm tired... Have to go poke a hole in 2 eggs and empty out the contents... Like whaaat...

Oh and lastly... Sorry dad for being so mean towards you sometimes ): Despite you being so nice to me!! Like you just bought a new earpiece for me and instead of thanking you properly, i was complaining T.T I feel so guilty right now. I'm sorry daddddddddd!!!

we're going down

I hate how all the happiness is so short lived. I'm so fucking sad right now and there's nobody around. I feel so fucking worthless. Why can't i just die. I know i should appreciate life and what not cause the people in Africa wanna live also cannot blahblahblah. I get it. Give my life to at least one of them who deserves it. I've said this before... DEAR GOD, WHY AREN'T YOU LISTENING. I'm not asking you to give me a million bucks or just let me be happy or anything because i know it's not possible. We have to work for such things. I hereby announce that i give up... Seriously... I'm so tired... It's weird since i'm listening to Firework while posting this. It's not inspiring or motivating me at all. I'm sorry bby...

so far so good

I look... i don't know. LOL. I LIKE MY HAIR THO. ANYWAYS

It's finally the weekends!! The worst part of school is actually the trip back and forth. Bored as hellllllll. Lessons were fun. Maybe because it hasn't officially started yet. The teachers said that it would be hard ): I have to buck up! Thank god there's no math or science tho. Hehe. I LOVE THE EARLY CHILDHOOD EDUCATION ROOM. We have to like take off our shoes when we go in there. AWESOME MUCH?? On like thursday or something, the teacher wanted to read a book to us so we had to like, sit on the stage and stuff. SO AWESOME. I felt like a little kiddo :3 Awesome awesome. FURTHERMORE MOST OF THE CLASSROOMS ARE AIR CONDITIONED!! TRIPLY AWESOME. Basically, school has been good so far. I hope it stays the same.

The whole idea of meeting new people, getting close to them and stuff is kinda... scary... I mean... It's kinda tiring also... I don't know :/ But the people are awesome!! I used alot of "awesome" in this post eh... HAHA! ANYWAYS. I will NEVER forget about my old friends tho. I'm not like somebody. Let's not go there. Hmm what else... Oh! The people in my class are those who get b4 and above in english. Kinda intimidating! And we are supposedly one of the best course in ITE or something. I don't know

K ADDICTED TO THE SONG TONIGHT BY ENRIQUE IGLESIASSSSSS. Sho nice.

SCHOOOOL.

Hai. Today was ze last day of orientation! Super tired! School honestly wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. Met some uber cool classmates! The school kinda small tho... Oh and its subjects now right? It's called modules? Is it? Okay... I have Communication Effectiveness, Early Childhood Development, Principle and Practices of Pre-School Education, Sports & Wellness and lastly Lifeskill and Personal Development!! I just realize i have been spelling the word development wrong... NOT DEVELOPEMENT T.T Garrrrr. Okay anyways!! Some of the people in the school so friendly!! Like just now we walking walking then suddenly there's this group of girls like "Welcome to our schooooollll!!!!" Then they said something else which i didn't heard. Then later someone told me they said they are our relatives. LOL. One big family eh. K don't wanna type too much. AND I NEED TO GO EAT! And read newspaper. Buai.

Anyways anyways. Sorry about the previous post -.- I sound so serious!! I DON'T LIKE. But it's true tho. I'm very serious about this kinda stuff xp LOVE. HAHAHAHA. LAME. I'm so hungry. kkkk bai.

Katy Perry saved my life.

You guys will never understand.

"I was drowning and she pulled me out of the ocean."

Well! So school has started. Morning started off with like nothing uh. Like what a typical kid with no friends in the class does. Sat down there and stare at empty space. Then after awhile there's this gurl who came and she said that i'm cute. HAHAHA. Thanks :3 THICK SKIN. No but seriously. Then we went to like this place with computers then met another 2 more people... Then later... Actually i can't really remember... Then later meet somemore people. Then later had those typical ice breaker games. I like the human bingo... ITS SO COOL. Asking people you barely know what colour their underwear is. HAHAHA. Like there's this one person who asked another person what colour she was wearing then the other lady was like BLUE then she was like "EH LEH WHY NOBODY WEAR BROWN ONE" Then i was like "EH!! I WEAR BROWN' LOL. I like... K my mind is all jumbled up right now. Cannot think straight. Basically... I'm scared. Argh. Nvm ah. Just go there study. LOL. As if. I was damn noisy during the ice breaking games i don't know why -.- So tiredddddddddddd. I love wednesdays and fridays! Wednesday starts late and fridays end early. Hoho

nothing seems to ease the pain

Today, or more like yesterday. Okay. Around 1am or something, i learned alot of things about people... The people i thought i knew were all... wrong? I mean i was so wrong about them... Omg... My whole secondary school life has been a lie...!!!!!!!! What to do? I can't do anything about that. Manzxc. Stop me from being such an ass -.-

I don't wanna go to school...

Seems like everything's going crazayy ayy ayyy~

You can stop worrying now! I am not in love with you liao la. SO OVER ITTT. This time confirm liao. DOUBLE CONFIRM. LOL LIKE THAT SHOW. Okay wait back to topic... Even if now i'm singing love songs, quoting from the lyrics, saying other love stuff, it's not for you. NOT. It's for my baby :3 I don't need anybody but my baaabbbbbyyyy~


So annoyed with 2 people right now. It's like i did so much and all i get is ignored. Okayokayokay. I wash my hands off. Wash wash wash. You can forget me if you want. I don't expect anyone to remember me anyways! ANYWAYS. TODAY WENT TO SENTOSA. Will post pictures when i get them and talk about it... So many angmoh...

Believe it or not, i'm those kind of person who doesn't like to make noise in inappropriate places. Like on the bus or mrt when everyone is quiet and resting, i don't play songs out loud and i try not to talk or laugh to loud... Unfortunately.... Sock Ghim doesn't really care and plays the song outttt loudd... Which kinda bothers me actually... I don't like being a nuisance to people. Although sometimes i accidently do xD Sorryyyyy.

Oh god why you so beautiful!! I don't know why i feel like crying everytime i see a picture of you with someone else LOL. OVERWHELMED WITH JEALOUSY. Like the recent picture you posted on Twitter where you're watching a movie with a whole bunch of people... They were sitting so close with you T.T J E A L O U S M U C H. Oh well...

#222

Post number 222. My adam's favourite number. So i shall post his picture! Of course i still love you. Please don't ever stop making music. Don't go on hiatus. Don't disband. Please. Make more albums in the future, go for more tour so that one day i can finally see you in concert.

Wuz feeling extremely sad just now. Then i felt happy for a moment. Now i'm extremely angry for no apparent reason. Feel like punching something. GAWD!! Oh and i'm feeling rather worried because of my fattyfatfat. There's something wrong with him nowadays ): Just now he was just lying there and he looked like he was breathing really hard. I even took a piece of bread and you know try to tempt him but he totally wasn't moving. I even put it near his mouth there and like pokepoke him but he didn't move at all... What's happening to you? ): Please don't leave me...

Okay then now i feel so POINTLESS. Like there's no point in living!! Like there's NOTHING TO DO -facepalms- I am gonna regret writing this later when i'm happy. I'm gonna think back and be like "What the hell was wrong with me" and i'll probably delete or if i'm lazy i'll just leave it here. I annoy myself sometimes... Feeling bloody uncomfortable right now... WHAT IS WRONG. TELL ME WHAT. THE. HELL. IS. WRONG!!!!!!! I don't bloody know.

I feel much better after writing that post [which is now deleted] that is too long for people who don't care and crying my eyes out...

Can't Stop

All alone in my room

Think of you at a rate that is truly alarming

I keep looping my memories of you in my head

I pretend that you want me

And I fall asleep and dream of alternate realities

And I put myself at ease by pretending that she still loves me

And I can't stop thinking about you

And I can't stop thinking about you

You never call, what do I do?

And I can't stop thinking about your love

What I would give to have you look in my direction

And I'd give my life to somehow attract your attention

And I touch myself like it's somebody else

Thoughts of you are tattooed on my mind, let me show you

-Maroon 5

Butt hurts

Hello my pretties. Today or well maybe YESTERDAY! Cuz it's like 4:50am now. Okay wait anyways!! Yesterday! I went to watch 2 movies! First was World Invasion: Battle LA then it was SUCKERPUNCH. Well obviously since i posted pictures of the posters LOL. Before i discuss about the movie, i just wanna say that i love going to theatres now. Why? BECAUSE THEY ARE SHOWING THE ADIDAS COMMERCIAL. Which means! I GET TO SEE MY BABY IN BIG SCREEN OMG. I SAW IT TWICE TODAY. Katy is all in. I was totally spazzing inside. Had a big smile on my face. You have no idea how happy you make me... Baby should make her own movie! You know like Bieber one. Heh.

Battle LA was nice bah. I absolutely love the sound of the boots and guns while they are running. The sounds of the bullets banging onto each other. You know that kind of sound? I LIKE. AND THEIR BOOTS DE SOUND. I LIKE. Haha okay good movie. Throughout the whole thing i was like thinking, what if this kind of thing really happen... WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO MY WIFEY. HAHA. Okayyy

Suckerpunch... I think the reviews were abit harsh... I mean it wasn't THAT bad. I don't know if it's good or bad... I mean it's just... i don't know. I liked it for the fighting scenes! SO COOL. The storyline was okay bah... 2.5 out of 5 stars for the plot and shit. 6 out of 5 stars for the gurls and their fighting scenes! HURRAH. I LIKE ROCKET OMG. I like her hair!!! I hate Blondie! Totally ruin their plan. Damn you Vanessa Hudgens! Other than leaking nude pics, can't you do anything else!!! Kidding ah... K... I should really sleep soon. My dark eye circles are horrible and i'm so fat now omg. Sigh.

Feeling extremely tired because i just took my cough med like an hour ago. Or maybe it's because it's 5am. Oh well. So much phlegm!!! Is phlegm the same thing as mucus? It's the same right? It's like if you snort in your mucus alot, it ends up as phlegm!! Is it? I don't know... Disgusting. When i was young i always asked myself... You know those medicine bottles that says "Keep away from children"? What if the medicine is FOR CHILDREN!! THEN HOW. STILL KEEP AWAY FROM CHILDREN? K i'm lame. Uber lame. Yay. This week will have alot of activities... I mean... More than what i usually do... Tomorrow or later going out with mah best fwen. Ghim ghim ghim

Yay. I feel better now. Yesterday was one of the worst day EVER. I felt like i was dying... I ate all sorts of meds... Those Western and Chinese ones... Huge vitamic c pills... Some weird powdered stuff... Some horrible tasting drink. The so call best one is the cough medicine from polyclinic! Last time's one taste better tho! Now also like crap!! Sigh i'm so tireddddd

This cough is driving me insane.

I really really really hate it when i have fever!! I become so... delusional or whatever. To make it worst, i had this horrible nightmare about zombies... It's so... disturbing T.T At first it was just like this 3rd person view. Like i was seeing this group of people playing in the drain where there was water then suddenly got zombies RISE FROM THE WATER AND ATE THE SHIT OUT OF THEM. SCARY. THERE WAS LIKE BLOOD AND STUFF T.T

Then later i was at this room. Got 2 doors at both sides mah. One side is to the staircase out of the building, the other side is another room. Then we wanted to go down the stairs but when we open the door, TONS OF ZOMBIES WAS LIKE COMING UP. SCARY. Then the door from the other side suddenly have someone knocking!!! Like tearing down the door. I look through the bottom of the door then there was like 2 people's feet there. Then they started to like look down also and they were like staring at me through the bottom of the door. SO. SCARY. When i almost thought that i was gonna die, the door with the 2 people got tore down and it was actually 2 human beings. Not zombies. They quickly pull us out and brought us to this building where there was alot of people. Like a camp to hide from the zombies :3 YAY. Awesome.

Woke up and my brother was beside me and scared the crap out of me -.- Somemore he was like patting my hand. Like zombie coming to get me. Lol. He was patting cuz i was sick mah... Not cuz he is some creepy person xp Love you. K seriously... In my mind i kept telling myself "I don't want zombie apocalypse" and i kept repeating it in my head till i fell back asleep. Lalala

K there was like TONS of errors in this post and i had to keep editing -.- Gawd. WHY U SO BLUR. Fever go away pls. I feel so retarded... And there's like alot of "like" and "then". I apologize for my horrible english...

one and the same

Sore throat ): This picture is relevant cuz at that time, my wifey was sick too and she won an award! LOL. I think she had sore throat or something. Poor baby ):

Anyways. It's so hard for me to sing!!!! I sound like i'm dying... My ringtone now is scary tho... Cuz starting there's some loud guitar thingy then everytime when i'm sleeping and someone calls me i'll jump out of bed... Scary. Dad bought Mcdonald for today morning. Yay. My nose is blocked. So sick right now!!! Oh and nowadays, ever since ghim moh got her laptop, our msn conversation is all webcam and talking only LOL! No typing. So next time when i go look at msn history it's like we never talk at all. Or something. I don't know. Gawddd my throat hurtsssssssss

can't get used to life without you

Sorry if you saw the previous post. Cannot really blame me leh. Try having a good day when the first thing you hear when you wake up is someone scolding/being pissed off at you. Not cool. Completely destroyed my whole day. I have been sleeping alot lately... I sleep at around 4am, wake up at around 3pm and i'll fall asleep at 7pm until like 11am. Sleeping time is so screwed. So i've practically been in my room for 24 hours. I only got out for like toilet? and food! But still. Totally add up, i only left my room for like an hour. Most of the time i'm on this bed... I barely saw my fatfat and i still haven't change my other hamsters' cages which STINKS like hell. I'm sorry. I'll try to get my lazy arse up to do it tomorrow...

Okay. Wasted money on KFC delivery just now. 16 bucks gone. Stop Jasmin... Just get your butt downstairs, walk to the market, buy something for like 3 bucks and go home... SIAN.

Oh by the way... I'm like watching the Maroon 5 live and I GOT MENTIONED LOL. Not really la. As in they ask got people from where then got my tweet then the person was like OH FROM SINGAPORE! Then i saw my face floating there. Pretty sure i'm the only one or maybe there's a few others cuz it's like 5 freaking am right now LOL

Just gonna leave this here...

pushing me over the edge

WHY ARE YOU SO HOT EVEN WHEN YOU'RE ANGRY. I MEAN SERIOUSLY!! If you were scolding me i would be like standing there looking at you ~.~ Scold me moree. K i know it sounds sick BUT SERIOUSLY. OHMYGOD. I would feel this mix of being scared and being mesmerized x.x Why you so awesome.

Forever and ever

I'm sorry for everything.

):

Posting this picture because this is like the action i always do. SEE. WE ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER. Whatever eh Jasmin.


YESTERDAY WENT OUT! With Tharshini! Went to eatttttt. Then after that she came to my house. Introduced her to Friday by Rebecca Black. HILARIOUSSSS. That awkward gurl's dance shall be our dance too HAHA. FRIDAY FRIDAY~ Speaking of Friday... This friday needa go to ITE. I don't want leh. SIAN LEH. Who wanna go with me? :/ I hate such things loh. The beginnings of new things are always so fucking horrible. I hate change.

Suddenly feel very pissed off -.- Bloody moodswings. I was still so happy when i'm making my new msn dp eh. I was going apeshit in it. Now i'm just urgh... STFU AND GTFO!! Ahh I love you wifey :3

Some people are just... retarded. I mean... They avoid gays and lesbians because they think the gays and les will fall in love with them. WTF. JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE GAYS AND LESBIANS DOESN'T MEAN THAT THEY LOVE EVERY SINGLE GUY AND GURL THEY SEE RIGHT. Don't think too highly of yourself okay -.- My brother is one of those people LOL. Seriously sia!! Get so irritated when i hear such stuff. Grrr. HEADACHE. Dying.

Why can't i be born in some rich ass family T.T

Fuck. Can someone just give me 10 thousand dollors? I'm not even asking for like 1 million. Okay maybe 10 thousand still seems alot. 5 thousand? Please? Gawd there's so many things i want. Don't ask me to get a job. I mean... It's so mundane. Find me a job that is... fun? Is that possible? Darn it... I shouldn't be complaining tho. Cause yeah the people in Japan and whatnot are worst than me. I know i know i know. But... I really want these....

Diary Of A Wimpy Kid SCRABBLE

Diary Of A Wimpy Kid UNO

Diary Of A Wimpy Kid "Cheese Touch" Board Game

That Diary Of A Wimpy Kid shirt!!

Purr

Whooops. 5.10am. I should probably go and sleep. K bai.

All About Steve!

Hai. I just watched this movie! Don't know if you know but apparently the critics rated this as one of the worst movies. IT WASN'T BAD WHUAT. I cried okay. I love Sandra Bullock. One part i really liked was that she met 2 people. They met at some riot thing then they barely knew each other but when Mary(Sandra Bullock) was in trouble, they were like damn worried about her T.T I don't wanna explain too long but i love the movie especially towards the end. Awesomeawesome. :3 I don't know why but whenever Sandra Bullock laughs, i'm half expecting her to snort like how she does in Miss Congeniality LOL. Okayy. I'm hungry...

i have something against males.... lolol

DAMN IT THIS IS TOO ADORABLE. Look at how she licks her lips after drinking. SO CUTE. LIKE CATTTTT. DAWWWWW. ADOWABLEEE. I love you T.T

Where are guys when you need them? I'm not refering to like love related stuff here hello. I mean seriously. Like just now my mum needed help to move that huge ass cabinet and that fridge to new places and i had to help her. 2 woman have to carry a heavy arse cabinet across the damn kitchen. At least the fridge had wheels but the cabinet was just heavy. My damn brother was sleeping. Like wtf. Woke him up TWICE but he ignore. TSK. MUST WE DO EVERYTHING OURSELVES.

Tomorrow prob gonna go to NTUC!! I WANT KOKOKRUNCH AND MILK. Om nom nom!!! I told my mum i wanted kokokrunch but she bought don't know what back. She probably just saw the word "CHOCOLATE" and like "Kokokrunch is chocolate right? Okay *buys*- Oh guess what, my brother just came in and comment on my eyebags and shit. Shut up and piss off!

Got a sudden craving for chicken!! I WANT THE CHICKEN MCGRILL PLEASEZXC.

I suddenly realise that... You're... kinda... like... a bitch... Not gonna go into this subject. Sensitive issue. Don't worry. If you're reading my blog, it's probably not you. Tharshini, it's not you. LOL. OHOH. AND! One of my ex boyfriend is so ridiculous. Can you believe it's been 3 years but he's still singing the same lie? His gurlfriend is actually dumb enough to believe him. You listen ah. He told her that he needs to go for EYE SURGERY. Woah. He going blind. But on the day of the "operation", the doctor gave him some eye mo and said it will cure. Lol. I'm speechless. He thinks it's fun that someone is like worried over him. Fucking childish. Grow up please.

binging sounds like an excellent idea.

Hi there. I am currently using my new laptop :3 And there's a bloody moth terrorizing me. I'm not showing off ): I'm sharing my joy. Sharing joys is often mistaken as an act of showing off. Devastating really. What the fuck am i saying... Enough about that!!

One of the big reason why i want to like grow up and move out and have my own house is because I CAN HAVE MY OWN FRIDGE OF STUFF. OH YEAH. The current one is all filled with my mum's stuff and what's worst is that i can't buy any soda or unhealthy stuff to put in there. That makes Jasmin sad. But if i move out, BAM. MY FRIDGE. Stock up with all sorts of drinks and tidbits.

Oh yeah!!!!!!!! I know it's unhealthy and whatnot harmful for my health blahblah. But i have decided. There's no point like trying to be all healthy and stuff because... If god wants you to die, YOU WILL FUCKING DIE. Not really god. Like Grim Reaper OR WHOEVER!! Even if you exercise, eat healthy and whatnot, one day a car suddenly come BAM. You're dead. What's the point? Hahahahahaha. Okay fine. As an atheist, that's just another excuse for me to eat whatever i want hahahahahaha. Eateateat. Eat when you're happy, eat when you're sad, eat when you're bored. The key to everything. E A T .

Yayyy. Going out to meet koko next tuesday. Yayy. My tummy is hurting right now. And the thing is... It didn't hurt BEFORE i applied the medicated oil. Gawd i'm so retarded. No stomachache, butt itchy go put the ointment. Now stomachache -.- You brought this upon yourself!! Damn it.... Oh and the reason to why i put the ointment is cuz... I thought it would be awesome mah. Spicy spicy feeling. Somemore i was feeling self conscious to this tummy so i was like rubbing the oiintment on it. BURN THE FATSZX. Does doing big business help to lose weight? I don't know. My arse will probably hurt if i do that tho. I should stop. Sorry

Wifey got my heart racing in her skin tight jeans~ Be my teenage dream tooooonightttttt. MUAH. Gawd what is wrong with me. Lack of sleep. x.x I like. GoNnA gO pLaY dA sImS aNd BuIlD a KiCkAsS hOuSe. That was so hard to write. Okay BAIIIIIII. Love you.

I am honestly pissed off. You think i'm hard to please? You haven't met my mother. So you know my dad bought this new fridge and i think he wanted to like surprise her? But instead of being surprised, my mum still wasn't contented. I'm not asking you to go back to the past and by all lovey dovey with my dad again but can you at least be thankful? Instead of complaining that this fridge isn't big enough. Oh my god i don't even know. My dad even asked me "So what did your mum say?" I didn't have the heart to told him what she really said. Annoying.

MONDAYYY

The only day i leave the house. HAHAHA. Okay anyways! On monday morning, i went to school with ghim moh and faba!! They went to take their art stuff but the damn security guard don't let ghim in cuz she wearing slippers then i tried to go in and take for her but mr rahim don't let jlkasjdlaksdjalkjd. Then faba change shoes with her then she went up~ Okay um... THEN WE WENT TO JP! Watched I AM NUMBER FOUR. I like number 6!! Sexy. Then ate pepper lunch... I am never ever ever eating salmon ever again. Left a weird ass taste in my mouth. GROSS. Okay then went to collect a hamster!

I don't know if you can see it here BUT SHE IS FUCKING HUGE. I'M NOT EVEN KIDDING. SHE IS TWICE. TWICE!! AS BIG AS FATTY. Fatty is softsoft fatfat kind but this one is MUSCULAR. The lady who sold it said "she's ABIT fit ah" ABIT?! WHEN I FIRST SAW IT IM LIKE HOLY CRAP!! You must really hold it to feel it's muscular paws. Like omg. It's not a hamster! It's a damn cow.

You seriously have to use 2 hands to hold it... Strong ass mofo.

And it had a huge butt so ghimghim named it... um. Someone ^^

Then ghim got obsessed with her but sadly, she bought it for her aunt? Or smth and now it's gone. Saddening. OH AND, EVEN HER POOP IS HUGE. Refering to the hamster. Sockghim was holding her at one point and i'm like "OMG SHE'S POOPING" Then that lau sock ghim SO EVIL. SHE TRIED TO LIKE PUT THE HAMMY ON ME SO IT'LL POOP ON ME LOL. Evil.

In other news. It's confirmed. I will be getting a NEW FRIDGE and a NEW LAPTOP. I don't mean to brag but OMG SO EXCITING. They're delivering the fridge later... My dad wants me to empty out the current fridge cuz he wants them to throw the old one away WTF. ALL I DO MYSELF. My fridge has shitloads of stuff leh... TSK!!!!! I know i should be totally happy about a new fridge but i'm not because my dad bought those kind where there isn't a water presspress thing on the outside. You understand what i mean? Like you put cold water inside, you can press out from the outside. You know? I WANT THAT. Okay stop complaining

About the new laptop... I don't know which one my dad bought... Please be something totally and completely awesome. Hehehehe. Shoulder hurts. Dying.

nothing much to report

Still very in love with this woman here. I mean how can you not be!! My brother thinks that Selena Gomez is pretty but he didn't say anything about Katy! LIKE WHAT?! He say her boobs too big. -facepalms- I don't even... nvm. Guys will forever be guys.

Hmmm. I guess 2011 is turning out to be a rather okay year? So... I got a new tv. And i might be getting a new fridge + new laptop. The last 2 only MIGHT. Might might might. Let's hope i get it eh. Hehe. Just as i was rejoicing about not having my period, it came knocking. THANKS. Hmm what can i expect in the next few days... Horrible moodswings... Backache... I wanna rip out my ovaries askdjaksldjalksdj

In other news... I'm dying manzx. From boredom. Everyday computer, tv, katy perry. Wake up feeling very empty everyday. Like there's really NOTHING... Nothing worth... doing anything for... It's like... I always have to apologize... I'm always the one wrong... No matter what i do its never ever ever fucking enough. Gawd, i hate you right now... But i'm gonna love you a few minutes later... GOT A CASE OF A LOVE BIPOLAR. Oh fuck, pimples breaking out. Someone just fucking kill me.

weee, just watched videos of Katy Perry at singfest... again and again... Later confirm cannot sleep again one. Why must you torture yourself like that?! Come onnnn turn back time and let it be forever at that nighttttttttt. Gogogo.

a careless woman's careless daughter -.-

They should totally cast Katy Perry as Wonder Woman! Not Megan Fox please. I mean people voted and Katy Perry was first okay. LISTEN TO THE PEOPLE! XD I mean... Katy Perry is totally Wonder Woman material!!! Even ghim moh agree :3

Anyways... That would usually cheer me up but somehow... It's not happening today... The day started off okay but it just went downhillllll. Have been feeling really empty lately... Oh god don't cry don't cry. Oh and... to a certain guy, STOP USING ME!! Everytime when you're bored or alone cuz your friends are not around, you come and find me. I used to think that Hey!! Maybe you actually wanna talk to me but that was just plain stupid. You're totally using me. I'm not gonna entertain you anymore!!