its weird because times like this everything feels fine
like i don't feel the sadness that much anymore
but i would still shoot myself in the face if a gun was presented to me
i wouldn't make an effort to kill myself
but i would if there was an easy way out
i spent all afternoon fighting these demons
and now they're all suddenly so quiet
but i know they'll be back
but right now i feel kinda invincible
maybe its the alcohol
maybe it's i don't know
i don't understand whats happening
all i am certain of is that this won't last
they will be back
i know they're still there
and there's nothing i can do about it
