savaged

Zombies have taken over my poor brain. Must be because of the comic books wtf. It's so violent and wrong!! Totally unexpected things. Which is a good thing i guess? LOL! Interesting book. Yesyes! Suddenly remembered baby trying to act like a zombie HAHA. FUNNNNNYYYY. Kkkk just something random. Can't get zombies out of my head. Like just now i was on the bus home, looked out the window and the sky was like redred one. In my mind all i could think of is ZOMBIE APOCALYPSEEEE. 

colors of the wind~~

I'm sorry that i prefer being with someone who loves me, cares for me, gives a shit about me, doesn't insult me, doesn't destroy my self esteem and basically just making me feel genuinely 100% happy. I'm refering to 2 people here actually :/ To you, i feel like we're drifting apart. It's not like i didn't expect this day to come but i just don't know what to feel about it. Are your books really more important than me? A friend that has been there for you? And mum, seriously stop. I have been here for 16 years. I'm not leaving you forever or something, it's just a few days per week and stuff :/ I just wanna spend all my time with my babygurl. Why is that soooo hard?!

Okok on a happier note, I MISS YOU BABY. Even tho we just spent like 72 hours straight together. Barely left each other's sight other than going toilet and stuff la. Hehehe. And all the things you said to me when we were just laying on the bed that day, so touching la T.T No one has been like, so nice to me before :/ No one has said all these kind of things to me before... I really love you with all my heart. I just want you to be happy <3

My weekend has been awesome yaw. Why? Because i spent it with my babygurl! Friday, Saturday and Sunday siol. Hehehe. I miss falling asleep and waking up next to you. I miss your kisses~ I don't want this weekend to end~ Sadly, it has ended and i'm lying on my bed alone and there's school tomorrow. Eeee at least i get to see you hahahahaha. I love you baby. I'm so afraid of losing you :/ OH P.S I FINALLY GOT TO USE THIS LINE I'VE BEEN DYING TO USE. Like you know tv show the people always say like "I can't resist you~" Then the other party will be like "Then don't" FUWOAH. I like. And i actually got to use it. Hehhehhheh. Lover you, motherfo xp

In other news! You are the last person in the world i would expect to be like that but wtf... Can't believe you're like that :/ Like i said before, to me, you're perfect. There's nothing wrong with you so whenever things go wrong it's always my fault. So now... is it still my fault? Or is it you? You obviously treasure your book and money more than this friendship. Since this is how you play it... Okay... I will grant your wish. Since the books are your drugs and you're happy with them then... I shall take my leave? Fantastico. You don't need me anyways. I've said this alot of times to you before. Banana and watermelon doesn't go well together

NO WONDER!

No wonder i felt that something was missing from th post. It's my BIG BIG NAME!

JOANNE LOVES JASMIN! ♥♥♥

Love love love Love 

                                                                                                                                                                             love Love Love

LOVE

Only you. Forever and ever. 

p.s the post below is by joanne ah. not me. LOL. just needed to clarify!!!

Sudden attack.

Hey baby. Don't be surprised kays? Cause partly, i already let you know that i'm doing something, and in order for you to read this, i needa tell u. So don't be surprised in any ways, if not you are really one kuku elephant alr. HAHA!

So, i'm webcamming with you while doing this post for you. Weird but.. I likeeeee! haha!

And, i say it's something mean cause, I JUST WANNA GET YOUR FCKING ATTENTION! HAHA!

So, back to topic. This is called a sudden attack because, it's my very first time posting a real long post for you in this blogspot. And, it's a sudden attack cause i suddenly miss you so much like really, an unexpected attack right at my heart. I feel that indescribable pain when i think of u, when i thought of how i hugged you to sleep this morning and kissed you and changed th alarm so many times that we just freaking skipped 2 hours? Lol ~

Thanks for everything so far babygirl. Thanks for being there for me since first week of school. When i needed your ear, you were there. When i needed some support from a friend, you were there. After we got tgt, the more you were there for me. I love the way you follow me everywhere in school. I love the way you sit near next to me. I love how you stood up for me. I love the way you hug me. I love how you say 'Babyyyy! Noooooooo!' in school and else where. I love the way things are now.

I just really wanna hug you tight tight and don't let you go. I wanna kiss ur lips again now :|
The feeling is soooo awesome that there are no words to describe.

I'll love you with all i have and can afford baby. Cause you are my one and only ~
I can never afford to lose you just like that and i can never afford to hurt you. You are my precious angel, my baby piggy elephant ♥

P.S - Fck those who hurt you before. Fck those who 'despise' you by passing shit ass remarks about you or mocking you in whatever ways. And fck those who failed to treasure you. Don't worry. I won't hurt you like any of them. You know who i'm referring to. Kays, i'll stop here.

Last but not least,

Please dig your teeth nicely next time. HAHA!
OI FUCKIEW HAHAHAHAHA Very nice already okay (Y) You should see how those old man do it!!

Love you baby ♥ Forever and ever. 

you kill me with your kiss~

I really like this picture alot uh!!! So cute only. Hahahahaha.

ANYWAYS! Soooo. I'm back home yo. Woah, this whole week like everyday also got see my babygurl huh. She not sian, i also sian already. KIDDING!! Those 2 days were like the best days of my life so far yo!! Even tho i was sick, i likeeeeeeeee. Heh. I like falling asleep and waking up next to you. Even tho you keep elbowing me!! HAHA. I'm falling more and more in love with you everyday~~ I like how you keep pressing the snooze button!! HAHA. "Snooze one last time leh" *5 minutes later* "Snooze again leh" It's okay. I don't wanna leave eitherrrrrr. Okay uh, don't wanna describe or say too much KEKE. The point ishhhhh i love you veryveryveryvery much and i am so going to stayover at your house again kekekekke.

I don't mean to sound creepy but you sleep de time like cute only! LOL. I didn't mean to see one okay! I woke up in the middle of the night because i was cold as hell cause don't know who ah go take the blanket for herself xp So cute lahhh youuuuuuuu. And i was like staringggggggggg. Like a creeeeeeeeeepo. Muahahahahahahahahahhaa

THE ENDDD

LOVER YOU LA! GOH JIA MIN!!!!!!

Only youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

HELLO EVWEYBODY. Hahahaha. SO CUTE HOR? Of course. My baby mah. HAHA. So i'm kinda being forced to blog xp Welllllllllllll. This is the 2nd night i'm staying over at her house yo. I likeeee. I want things to stay like this forevarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Oh!! Thank you baby and van for taking care of me last night when i had the super high fever. They were like calling around asking for help at like 11pm or something. So touched T.T

What else can i say... Uhhh. I kissed a gurl and i liked it~ Sian uh, tomorrow need to go home already. I don't want to~ Okayokay me wanna go help bby cut sponge liao. GOODEHBYE!!! I love you! Forever and ever and ever and everrrrrrrrrrrrrr

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

HELLOOOOO. Just went and watch this with my babygurl and shu hong and alnette!! It's a nice movie!! Of course uh, i choose one HAHA. KIDDING. But really tho. THE APES SO CUTE. Handsome. Hairy. LOL. Oiii i wanna watch movie with you again and again and again and again cuz i likeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee hahahahaha. I want nobody nobody but you! -clap clap-

Hmm, i dont know what else to say cuz you want me the blog and now you're like asleep already on webcam. SO CUTE LA YOUU. I should take a picture haha!! SNORESNORE. And thank you for the vidjeos la. Like i said, you are seriously so fucking adorable and i fucking love you, you woman!!!! I really wanna be with you forever yooooooooo.

Don't copy paste things i say here to make me shy again ahhhh! Kick your ass. Hehe. You make me feel all warm and fuzzy inside heh and stop ignoring me ): I don't want the othersss. I just want youuuuuuuu

I feel lucky like a four leaf clover~

I like how we always end up being with people we least expect~ Surprises!! I know i haven't been saying much about this compared to your blog posts so... here you go! I'm trying to write something but I'M SHYYY OMG.

I'm really very happy and i really really really love you! And i don't say i love you unless i mean it! And i even let you replace Katy Perry :3 That's a very big honor nia! HAHA. You make me smile please stay for awhile now~ Gawd i really don't know what else to say :/ Now mind like, thoughts scattered all over the place... GRRR. Okok well um... You may not know this but my heart beats insanely fast whenever i'm around you :o You got my heart racing in your skin tight jeans by my teenage dream tonight~

Eh, i tried T.T I really don't know how to express my feelings LOL. All i know is that i like being with you. No wait, i absolutely LURVEEEE being with youuu!! You got me hooked with your love controller~ I'm into you~ I'm into you yeahhhhh. No matter what happens in the future, i'll be happy as long as you are even if it's like a bad thing for me. You know what i mean? And like this is the happiest i've felt in like, forever. Ahhh okok this was a major faillll i don't know how to speak in proper sentences what is thisss

You gave me a reason to stay ♥

so this happened

Apparently i have a gurlfriend now! Yeah! Not even kidding. Like a legit. Real. Gurl. Friend. I myself can't believe it. LOL.